Mercy

2010-02-16T00:44:00.000+08:00

"You know it’s been said that we just don’t recognize the significant moments of our lives while they are happening.

We grow complacent with ideas, or things or people and we take them for granted and it’s usually not until that thing is about to be taken away from you that you’ve realized how wrong you’ve been that you realized how much you need it, how much you love it."

at end

2009-10-19T23:48:00.003+08:00

i think, if i rather being too emotional of my conditions at this very moment, im happy to say, i may not be able or will not or even, okay make that, dont even want to blog anymore.

are you following me?

no, i mean by, are you cyber stalking me? so stop what you're doing and start enjoying life as you know it. it may pass you by, once in awhile. i lost that.

so, here's my reality check.

1. your very friend underneath your very nose is bullshitting you behind your back. i might jump to conclusion but "it" prefers make me look shit all this time. a dear friend just told me, im being me, too nice to everyone. been fool there, twice. so, ill stop treating "strangers" nicely.

2. im rather happy now. in terms of. who i really love. u may think its mc donald. are you definitely sure about that? I GUESS, YOU DONT KNOW ME AT ALL =)

3. my very dearest friend, neza is about to get married. like soon!! hehehehe.. congratulations love.

4. i failed. my BPC of a-so-called-accounting test. sigh~ i nvr meant to be with accounting then. but i am that Good if i try harder. hahaha~

5. warna warni tenunan *a company which never exist but is created by those wonderful people* WON in their own very battle. congrats kamu2.

6. one thing fo sure. i know, now who my friends really are.

7. owh, did i mention? i move on? hehehe. yes. definitely. ive been in this shits for years. i shudnt called it shits. its my long lost dream, so im letting go. hes happy where he is, and as bulltut as i may sound, im happy fo him.

8. now all i gotta do is moving. lost of mistakes here and there. i wont repeat. insya allah. i wont.

SO PEOPLE.

MOVE ON!!! they're happy and you're in misery. lets move. are you believing this? frm me? i, myself not sure. so. i guess. this is the end. of what im writing.

all this posts, all that sadness, my tears and my joys. my very indeed stupid or happy moments. i cherish each of it. the laughters, the smiles and the jump-for-joy times. these are the greatest lessons of my life. if you're part of it. thank you.

and if you happen to read this. you know its for you. stop dreaming.

so here. to all of you.

someone to trust, someone to hold you thru the thick and thin of Life and if they are not ready, let them go. You deserve someone better.

trust me. ive been there.

GOODBYE.

or worst.

delicate petals.

2009-09-15T00:16:00.003+08:00

apa ku rasa time ani sja. his time around. hahhaha..
sigh~

Ku Tak Bisa Menebak
Ku Tak Bisa Membaca
Tentang Kamu
Tentang Kamu

Kau Buat Ku Bertanya
Slalu Dalam Hatiku
Tentang Kamu
Tentang Kamu

Bagaimana Bila Akhirnya Ku Cinta Kau
Dari Kekuranganmu Hingga Lebihmu
Bagaimana Bila Semua Benar Terjadi
Mungkin Inilah Yang Terindah

Begitu Banyak Bintang
Seperti Pertanyaanku
Tentang Kamu
Tentang Kamu

i wonder if the stars still sing to me.
i need to go away for awhile
from this.
from this very big mess.
it will never stop.
ahaha. i just wnna write it down,
feeling a lil bit okay.

hehe,
kb? tutong? miri?
or sg?
nah too far. aku ada bpc sabtu.
=S
hw about temburong? HAHHAHA
hinda ku mau jua tpinya. hehehe~

malam.
life is a gamble tho.
i need a Good bet,
sigh~

my love. my friends. my family.

2009-09-13T11:52:00.008+08:00

The updates for the past few weeks.

CAPERS with them Gurls, i heart.
Par couldnt join us.
Umie off to SG
Alina, where are you,dear?

LAGUNA *beach* with M2 & Razdey =D
most of them who couldnt join us like ANG, who was sombng. hahaha~ no la ang,ure my man. hahaha.. ada yg nd dpt.

ASYRAF!!!

and SUNGKAI with them i heart, Pierres.
yg nada dpt, Ridwan, Hjh Ani, Myra, Tetty.
i miss them pierres =)

below.
i like this. i dont noe why

and TRAINING Day.
for intake 25th by the 23rd Managment Team, and some, frm other dept.
hehehehe..
n it was fun, thanks ms liana for the best memory,yet.
at the end of the day, most of our faces were painted
and laughters all along. hehehehe~ siuk~

siuk =)

04.09

2009-09-04T00:10:00.003+08:00

HAPPY ANNIVERSARY

of 5 Years

Nazmi Nasrudin & Shazwani Ali

this is dedicated to both of you,
may Allah bless this 5 years relationship
with more Love and fill with beautiful smiles,
and happiness in years to come,
amin.

Happy Anniversary.

"the key to happiness is to build a bridge to the one you love"

butter.

gone. quarter.

2009-08-17T23:19:00.003+08:00

i have told you and i will hold onto that promises. i will never let it go. i will never forget you. you are the best thing that ever happend to me. not the best but the greatest one.

i will always remember you.
you will always be my quarter.

sad news?

2009-08-14T19:50:00.002+08:00

have u heard? about dpmm fc? during the so-called fight against i dont want to remember or recalled the name. aku sasak tu. jahat ehh si refree baju hijau. you **** hahaha~

owh.
si rene got suspended for 15 months and $3,000 fine, Pg Sallehuddin got 12 months with $2,000 fine and yusof salleh for a $1,000 fine with 6months suspension. more info in rano adidas web.

weird. i hate this game.

this is from rano's

hasrun's very special day

2009-08-10T00:23:00.003+08:00

congratulation to my dearest old friend. on his very special day in his life. his wedding day to Siti Aini. tahniahhh G Hasrun.

and to bgurl thanksss jua.

bawah during his berbadak. =)

hehehehe
and si bgurl and aku =D

aku malas =)

2009-08-09T18:09:00.003+08:00

its been like FOREVER i havent update this blog much because im prety caught up and im pretty MALAS. hehehehe.. why malas ah. kesian si blog.
okay let me update you with little notes here and there. or not.

1. aku malas bah!!
and i sleep much which makes me even more tired. pfhhh. stupid bestfriend *kta si demi, best friend ku selalu kacau ia, notice here. bst frnd ku refer to my sleeping habit, haha* and ia jeles i spend more time with si best frnd than sma ia. haha~

2. sekulah ku comes to an END!!!
shrieeeekkk. its about kira2 malas ku ehh, takut ku mengabak ku. results ku makin menurun and i need to come up again fo D!!! hehe. i need my motivation which is long gone with someone =D
and sekulah ku sibuk sal kmi banyak activity and assignments. haha. why now busy so cruel to me??

3. i spend more time with bgurl =D
which im SO IN LOVE with. she is sooo lame *whispering* hahahahahah~ cali la. we found a lot more from each other. i like spending my day with her. shes funny you noe -_-''' HAHA.. i kid okay. you're pretty funny. and i like part kmi debate time shopping fo hj hasrun's gift. lol~ dt was funny. and i had GREAT time with her. May Allah bless our friendship. and I LOVE THE POUCH. tho penny hasnt try it yet =D

4. the DRAWERS are gone except number 1.
okay only some pple know about this. which drawer number 4 DOES NOT exist. hehehe *liat par* i like par making that drawer. hehe. well its peanut'd idea at the first place and its funny she referred them to drawers. haha.. and i miss the drawer number1 and i hate to open drawer 2. its just hurt. haha. but i dont give a hell anemore. mcm feelings ku long gone tho aku mcm tunggu. hahahaha~

5. you noe, i dont like dpmm fc.
haha. now i KID. refer to kidding. duhhh!! ahh dpmm fc. thaniah d malam =)

6. i miss them kids when they're happy.
you noe, its good to see and be with them kids when no other people s trying to ruin that old good times. darn it. crap much. i need that motivation back =S pfhhhh.
haha. but i miss most their laughs and giggles and when they smile, it just warms your broken heart. hehe~

7. i wanna do cheezebox and mc donald soon.
okay, that sound gross. but i want them both soon. and watch proposal with them i love. who else. haha.. org org gay ku. si syahmi, aiira, raz, najmi, and khy. haha. cana kmi liat tu ahh. haha. its a girly type of movie and them boys so not into this. haha iatah krg. SI RAZ yg membawa ne btw. hahaha~

8. i miss my family.
=S

9. abg ADI's wedding soon.
we all have the baju oready and i cant wait for this moment.

10. imy much.
='S i miss talking to him. hahaha~ pasal ia lame and our conversation wud end up with some sorts of disagreement and what to do next. hahaha~

11. the BRIDEX is HERE!!
they're just lintas my house. and it sounds scary like in a war o something, haha. i cannot wait for what to come. and happen. hehehe..

12. yesterday activity with juniors.
the seniors as part of the assignment put up a trianing and developement's activities for them juniors which each one of us, juniros and seniors had fun altogther. which i myself didnt expect at all of this much fun. hahaha~ our team and the participants were all supportive and friendly and it was a good day for laughing and making crazy dramas. hahaha!!!! TWO THUMBS up to team CLOUD 5 and i forgot team satu lagi, but i noe they were the GREEN TEAM. hehe~ and to my TEAM also =D

okay. im tired. ive been sleeping much from last night which i missed his IM. =(
i will update. i dont noe when. with pictures i hope. hehehe

dpmm fc updates

2009-07-29T17:19:00.004+08:00

Below pictures represent nothing. haha.. but they're the CHAMPION!! =)

TONIGHT!!
okay. Dpmm fc will meet SAF FC in Singapore tonight without Sairol. as he was being suspended from the last match back on thursday's night in Singapore. the good thing, they got to keep their heads high up, tho they got a same score of 3 to 3 against Gombak United. but they really fought. the team-spirit was all that matters after all. two thumbs up for your efforts.

but tonight they will put Drazen Gociv a new midfielder that kinda replace Oh Ddog Yi last week after he was released from the club =(
but all the best DPMM FC!!! we support you all the way here.
but i dont know if they're gonna put a LIVE telecast on RTB2 like the past few months.

AHAD
they're HOME!!! =D hehe, i mean, home match against HOME UTD. yappe. i hope to see Sai back on field =)
ahad. 815. stadium hassanal bolkiah. dont miss it.

gegar gegar DPMM FC.

ferrerooooo...what??!!

2009-07-28T19:56:00.002+08:00

hanya satu tmpt sja berjual nie.
and aku rsa sedih utk mmberitahu.
nad aberjual di brunei.
sigh~
kambing. aku mau ani.
hahaha!!
tapi tipuku~

SERIUS kamu!!
NYAMAN berabisly ahhh!!
gila mcm nyaman nyaman.
hehehe..
and ada rsa dark choco. iatah aku suka

later.
its peanut butter's night tonight.
=)
hehe~

sleepyhead

2009-07-28T19:48:00.002+08:00

sleeping much a lot this past few days.
and i need more lagi. HAHA~

mau tidur lagi.
and aku bru jua bangun sbnr nya. haha~
good luck to DPMM FC.
maiin away. against saf fc i think
and home united will be next.
eh sama aku mau mcd.

sama
=D its a good happy feelings now.

falling down.

2009-07-26T16:48:00.003+08:00

time like this. when life seems so darken this past few weeks. another troubles lay upon me. and what every girls need is someone to talk and share to. definitely.
but the bad thing is that im missing someone. which is wrong. it happened before but this time it definitely got to do with feelings. messed up.
*aku suka nama tani sama rh msn* =)

sometime i think, why i met him. why now. hahaha!! im thinking too much, too forward, in depth with life and all. im rambling.
he once did tell me bout it. but with an ego heart and disbelief, i dont wanna believe. ia? catu. yeah i dont think so, so i play along. but eventually, it seems so real. but i think other wise.
i cannot talk to him about my troubles. hes not mine.
but im not hoping. yeah definitely. but hes a great friend, hes a great sport for making me laugh. he does stupid jokes.thats why i dont wanna lose him =)
its our little secret.
hehehe~
thanks my dear.
this post is just for you.

did i tell you??

2009-07-26T13:10:00.007+08:00

COSMO vs F.C. and who won?
the other time i went out with syu. watching her friends play futsie and yes we watch N.G main *not* hehehe~ and wave rh si Bol and Nizam.
i miss tap =(
*wave* si haziq
okay back to this.
ppicturesss!!!!!

lol. COSMO MANANG lawan FC!! hehe tahniah ahh.
*N.G demands fo this* hehehe~
need to do PA.

kmi online study group. HAHA!!
bah laters

pictures say thousand words.

2009-07-26T00:29:00.007+08:00

one particular fine night. liat bola sma syu, kwn nya main =) bumped into bol and nizam there.
here some pictures that night. after that , kmi k bandar. pusing2. jalan2. our pikir kmi dri magazine -_-''' lol funny. *thanks for "it" i really appreciate, you fo lending it*

i jst like this tree. or worst, jst a decoration. lawa.

there was, DPMM FC's rockstars that night *dnt ask me why i called em rockstar*
Sairol and Dudee. they have their own gerai at Gerai 58.

i love masjid. just lawa.

and i love this baju. short-term bf? hehe~

nice. edited by Syu. lawa.

wooottt. i just like this picture. mcm style lama. which suits me the best. old time =)

si BOL with 23. =) aku suka tu number ah,sma si khy jua

okay done that.
when i was with my sisters. brought them just next door. Pantai Berakas for a fresh air
yappe needed that.

us.

we were imitating particularly someone. hehe~

no nada ku bertapa. just sitting.

and then the last time. Nysa made a surprise bday to her love one, Naqiu which he indeed surprised by us all in mask and in black. hehehe~ owh sweeet. he tot Azim needed someone to accompany him to Jerudong. haha~ panats.
we had FUN!! hehe..

the boys. yes them boys.

owh its no see. no talk no hear. hehehehe
i like it.

owh then it was the other day too.
all the bratz were here this time. to pantai berakas. again. hehehehe..

on board!! hahahaha. kidding.

and it was just last week. sending off Shimah and Sally off to Australia.
all teh best to them.

finish.
i havent fnish my PA. yet. gaaawwdd. the due date is tomorrow and i dnt noe why im still procrastinate. hehe~

and nicholas owed me a story.
i owed people McDonald. like Soh Fyad Parhana Ajam. and i forgot the rest.
i miss McDonald btw.
owh i received something today =) thank you. its 88
Al-Fatihah. for Nazmi and Family's lost of beloved Grandma.
Warna Warni Tenunan it is then.
si Parhana =D *wink*
owh and yes, awak. sorry.

okay need to go to bed. and sleep.

i love sleeping btw. its just so nice and peaceful =)

NIght friends of the greenplanet.

i ever LOVE.

2009-07-17T01:00:00.002+08:00

BGURL made this. and i STOLE it =) with happy feelings. one thing i have forgotten. the best thing that twinkles my heart and warms my smile.
my great best Girl. si Bgirl =)

thanks love.
happy feelings. *hugs*

*nari nari*

pray.

2009-07-17T00:46:00.002+08:00

just another sad post.
im extremely tired. i need happy moments but it seems, they're slowly walking away from me. please do come back. i need those back. im happy with someone who s not belong to me, who s barley there. but he stands beside me. there, just one small hint of happy moment. thank you.

but i rather keep things to myself. crap. all.

im still the same old me. holding back. holding to that promises i made to one stupid boy who i wished was mine long time ago of whom, i have forgotten that ever felt the same way for me.

life is not that sweet anemore.

karma hit me back. thank you. you're the sweetest thing now.
some cynics always said, better let go yet some emo pep will stand beside you grieving upon your loss of him to someone else. and they said, you should be happy for him, he is happy and thats the best thing that you will ever feel.
i ever feel.
a good one but still a loss.

im still holding to that promises.

when will i ever get over you?

i believe there always a light on the other path =)

it was a good night.

2009-07-14T14:11:00.002+08:00

=) it was nice. thank you awak. but next time again we go nasi katok. hahaha~ *inside joke*

and this one is frm Syahmi's side. took a snap of our ooVoo conversation, with Aiira, Myself and Syahmi =)

have a good day peeps. my day start off nicely, with that, okay wat ever.
owh i post something later.

later friends of green planet.

insecure

2009-07-14T00:29:00.003+08:00

i rather feel much different these few days.
feeling more hatred and loneliness. tapi tipu ku.... hahaha
i miss someone terribly.
and with house's condition like this, i shall not fall.

what to do when you find out ure making a huge mistake.
uve made one.
and you feel like you shouldnt.
and the chances kept coming back
but youre still doing the same mistakes.
and yet again.
after a while, you realise you lost it already.
and that chance never do come back

and i lost it. pppffhh.
i missed someone.

hehehe~ malam

and we did ooVoo with my friends, syahmi and aiira
it seemed that my camera was the only one dt worked.
lol.
sudah nnti, SYahmi k UK, aku K Africa and Aiira k Hawaii.
bru tani panic aahhh. =)

the sisters i Heart.

2009-07-11T09:06:00.009+08:00

last night was supposed my another night webcam routine with kambings but ka MISAH skyped me. so shes more important. LOL~ *padahal kambings akhir* and we skyped!!! ka misah and us bratz at home wout deknui. *dave leaves Brunei today* so we talked and took pictures with her and more talk and more indeepth talk. hahahahah~ and soon shel'll b back!!! i love you more ka. come back hoem safely.

bawah the us vaining moments.

ka misah's vaining moments. lol~

we were on skype but the TV at the back was still on with "wild child" movie. and i slept till Sisterhood of Travelling Pants's end at 230. hahaha.

and MORE ka MISAH!!

while i was with Penny, Pikah with Mirror and SHila was revising for her test.

and the bratz left that for these!!

bawah ani lawa. if pikah SENYUm. it wud be much nice.

shila. wer is ur another eye???

told ya. i was with penny. kambings was on at that time =) i miss him oready...

i like this one....
like. vain. hehehe

and this morning. Piks took this i think. nice
morning shines.

much love peeps.
its a GOOD day today.
and perhaps i need another sleep later.

M&S

2009-07-10T01:16:00.002+08:00

"be a good leader"

will do.
imy 2345678910. hehehehe.. panats.

im leaving. MAYBE.

2009-07-09T13:41:00.002+08:00

i probably leave in few seconds to fetch my sister in sekolah merangang nya. and my BPP team is great. they are so lovely -_-'''' they've sent me ingui ideas fo our company's name. hahahaha~ and they already have their positions in the company. like Aiira as the Janitor who holds the key to the door of d company, Datul as the Security, no.. i think shes the SPY. lol~ *see ingui kan* and Nabil, the one who makes coffee for me and Muniir... i forgot, something do with Penyampu Lantai kali. HAHAHA~ see how ingui they are. and im still the ex-boss. at least ada ex. hahahaha~

btw aiira. f u read this. im "procrastinate" NOT procraztinate.. or hw u spell it, LOL.... till later night. haha. and you noe why. =D

kambing.

transfomer 2 at 10.

2009-07-08T04:38:00.003+08:00

siuk!! second time. its really worth it. i watch it at the same day, twice. ptg with sisters and malam with them people i Love. and it was hilarious part we were so frigging annoyed with the time showing. and i even tot he wud join me in the afternoon. hehe.. but he did pass me by =)

and the photos are uploaded in FB. yet. i hate it. i upload many times already but still its failed. i dont noe what happen. this is the gangster pic. hehe~

caught up.

2009-07-08T02:33:00.002+08:00

things just lovely when there is someone to miss for. and i really miss...... demi. a lot more. and frigging i shud'nt. kambing is not nice anemore.

and yes, my heart really hurts.

i believe one day that sarcasm will put on stop and i feel oblige to trust on one simple thing that unites every sadness to a happy place where LOVE warms your heart.

but i have a lot more to learn and a lot more to put on hold. life is such a cruelty to one, we may never understand it now, but as time passes, we learn not to fall down. and myself keep falling apart and at a time likes this, im not sure who to believe. who to hold on to. who to look for.

maybe hes right with all this.
with his stupid song.
never be together,

and why i dwell myself into this mess.
casue i know,
im pretty sure it will happen.
=)

hehehe.. u see.
im babbling more.

much.
pilah

much.
i

the little ones

2009-07-08T01:18:00.009+08:00

these are the little ones that i mostly spend times with. lol~ and Izat is bcoming the big boss now, and the sister jst like to colour her book and Asyraf just so cute.

ASYRAF MUAZ. the little baby that warms all hearts =)

happened.

2009-07-06T22:02:00.001+08:00

tonight is stupid. lol. i meant by, with the internet and connections and all. kapishhh kau internet. makeeee it work. ku tranporm kau karang. lol~

imy btw.

671 posts

2009-07-06T11:37:00.004+08:00

woot wooot.. 671 oready. tahniahhhh to MERCY =)

im pretty messed up right now. too muchh ehhh. i cannot take it. give me pills to sleep about *kira2* make that a month!! crazehh life. i need a rest. too bad.. life is sucks. hehe!! we must not fall for it. STAND UP STRONG peeps. pffhhhh~ im babbling. hehehe~

okay wats new? i jst got back frm school, tot a 10 a.m meeting but it was mentioned at 2pm. hahahah~ panats.. sory.

and i missed my ex-sukmaindera friends, i dont noe why. i had feeling that we had few good laughs and more stressful decisions making to make. hehehehe~ but i Like it. i think, i had fun. hehe~

wats new?
no picture.
stupid mobile. still hang. lets see wat can we find in penny's.

KK!!! woot woott! i cant believe it. aku pernah k KK!!! without my fam! hahaha. iskiness. mcm wow. kmi anak2 muda sja. hehhe *panats* sooo cannot wait next trip kami ehh. i miss them much. *

everybody's in shades. nice.

the juniors. =D *smua model kn baju baru dorng* LOL~

the girls... hhehehe~ kmi tidur sebilik! hehe. except aku first 3 days dluar. hehe~ siukkk tdur ramai2. *nda cukup slimut* hehe~

di ZOO nya, ehehehe.. we had seen TOO much of not good activities. hehe~

par sama aku. hehehehe~ i rmmbr i got two bajus. hehehe~ THANKS Pran. hehe~ and some of it were ours tu. lol~ shopping!!

hehehe. we girls. ehh wait!! NAJMI!! hehehehehe.. ia sja boy nie sini. nada lah berjurit banar bilik kami. hehe~

kmi d Starbucks. girls!! heheehehe.. mau sma mereka lagi,

them boys. ingui~ ada picture ani yg lawa. i dont noe dari kamera siapa. hehe~

dapan ZOO. gmbr kenangan2.

all of us had to hold from laughing too hard, bnyk cameras on at this time. hehe~ at starbuck.

i so wanna go with them again. and i remmbr we watched a chinesse movie on the tv, all of us!! hehe, cali la cereta cina aa. hehe~

okay im off . LUNCH.

remember

2009-07-04T09:50:00.004+08:00

they said, love comes around. and if it happens now, it knocks you down
lol, im faling =)

been listening to this some sort of party it up song by Black Eyed Peas, I Gotta Feelings, which make me dance all night to the rhythm, its a good dance out song and
im dancing in my seat now. lol~

and we're in RANO babe. lol~

it was me, Kaka, Nina, Amer, Rafie, Najmi and Rasyid with his back here.
and kambing has his senyum before all of em went in, and made his trademark moves. lol~ cali kambing ku ahh~
tho it wasnt a great game but still DPMM FC was trying something new by putting Dudee on the field, dad claimed he was good but not a good performance by him. and i believe, things about playing more on that field help to improve ones performance.

and i need to go to school, ntar report and mengedate sma dorang syahmi fo Lemon grass. I WANT LEMON GRASS pleasee syammmm~ hehe..

im looking forward for this His Majesty's birthday celebration with the gerai all around =)

love dove dove peeps,
all we need is Love....
Love all.Trust a few.Do wrong to none.

didi ku.

2009-07-03T21:20:00.004+08:00

wishing a greatest happy birthday ever to my closest friend and my beloved cuzens.

Didi
Nadzirah (C)

happy belated bday love.
i hope u had a great 21 birthday.
may allah bless you.
Hugs. i will owez love you no matter how old i am and no matter how grey i will be.
hahahaha~ ingui~

i wish you all the best in everything you do.
and and..
=)
hapy bday cuzens ku. hehehe~

love owez,
butter.

faraway.

2009-07-03T19:44:00.002+08:00

i spend my noon sma si kambing hari atu. hehehe.. and we went bimbo ckp psl.... pasal apa nahh.
and kmi round2. buang boreng.

and par.
mengisi masa lapang ku makin complicated. mcm banar. iatah... i think ia nada mau jalan sma aku nie... nie nunggu msg confirm nya *majal ahh* i need to gtau you something.

ehh, kmu sudah liat Transformer 2?? siuk inda? HAHAHAHA
"bee,lets talk about college"
"im sooooo excitedddd"
"your not coming with me"
*car engine went dead immediately*

hahaha~ cute si bumblebee and Shia tym ani. yg ia nangis ah. lol~ twice i watched it, twice it startled me out off my seat. hehehehehe~

lets do a quiz.

my name is: filah.
this morning i was: with him for awhile.
im afraid of: losing someone i love most.
i dream about: owhh. i remmbr now.

Have You Ever…

pictured your crush naked?: half naked. hahaha~ to be exact *chance crawford in my head*
been in love: pernah.
cried when someone died: yes.
lied: yappe. pernah. *liat ex-Janitor ex-sukmaIndera *aiira** LOL~

Who…

makes you laugh the most?: my gays friends. hahahaha~
makes you smile: si awak ku, thats why i ALWAYS smile when im with you..
gives you a funny feeling when you see them: hahaha.. the man d McD.
is easier talk to: boys or girls?: dua dua.

Do You Ever…

sit on the internet waiting for someone special to IM you?: hum... inda. baik ku tidur.
save AIM conversations?: yappe.
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: nda.
cry because of something someone has said: hishh.
pray?: yes.

Have You Ever…

fallen for your best friend?: it ruined everything.
rejected someone: yap.
cheated on someone: did.
been cheated on: i wanted to believe a no.
done something you regretted: yappe.
wanted to die: yes.

Who Was The Last Person…

you talked to on the phone: *check mobile*Ryda minta balikkn apa ka tadi.
hugged: ada... *darn it, aku lupa*
you instant messaged: si kambing ku just now.
you laughed with: adi ku ngok sebelah ku duduk.

Do You…

color your hair: aku mau. i NEARLY colour it grey.
ever get off the computer: inda.
habla espanol: say what?
sprechen sie deutsches: come again. i hit you.
fight with your parents: inda.
have friends you’ve lost touch with: yes
feel happy?: indeed happy.
wish you could fly away.. far far away? : yes!!!! bwa ku k NZ please. lol~
believe in God?: yes.
could you live without the computer?: errr.. payah soalan nya ani.
what’s your favorite candy?: gula gula ciincin. hehe, nda la.
what's your favorite fruit?: apple.
sunrise or sunset?: both are beautiful
what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?: emotional. it lasts really long.
trust others way too easily?: pernah nie.
are your fingers cold?: nope.

coke or pepsi: Pepsi.

Final Questions…

I want: LemonGrass sma si awak ku
I wish: that things will be different.
I love: MCD!!
I miss: awak.
I fear: "i hate you"
I hear: dont let me go, haha, its a lyric to Never say Never by The Fray
I smell: toasted bread
I wonder: if i can see you tonight.

and i told kambing ku sal si awak ani. kli hes okay with it. hehehehe...
sma aku mauu tidur...

tpi tunggu adari aiira lagi. lol~

sasak.

2009-07-03T19:34:00.002+08:00

feeling too low. aku rasa sedih the way he treated me. i guess you will never read this. i wish you just tell me, your words. right now, its killing me. mcm seminggu sekali i update this blog. and NisaWhey. hehe, thanks love. nie update nie update. aku bnyk gmbr ganya mcm napa ya aaa. satu aku rasa malas. dua, USB ku hang pacah ah, banci ku kn usb ku nie. bluetooth apath lagi. you guys, palessshh~

and i so wanna LemonGrass sma my awak =)

stupid mobile.

right now, aku tunggu ia msg aku. pasal. kmi kan jalan malam ani.. tapi mcm aku marah arah nya dmlm atu kali ia nyamal maseh nie. sigh~ hahaha!! why im TELLING you guys ani. hahaha. pacah..

anu wahhh.
HAHAHAHAHA!!!
si Ddog yi cute ahh. ia jadi gmbr desktop screeen kuuu~ and and
aku mau siPeanut tyme ani. hehehe. aku rindu ia. please come back home.

hari khamis. planned. aku msg Pierres ahad kli sja. Lunch out.

and and
nada papa.

big bang 8th july

2009-06-28T21:52:00.002+08:00

Gara Gara Go, Japanese version of new music for Big Bang. and GDragon has a cute hair, mcm japanese banar.

so far, aku happy.

2009-06-28T20:15:00.006+08:00

haha,
im happy bout ani jua. lol~
met Ddog Yi and yes. he looks so cute. hehe~

went to the mall, to check up on Transformer's times
and i ddnt expect there was a Show in the middle of the Mall,
and yes i went iski sal i think my 1st to bumped into, not!!,
SAW a lot of pple here. gilaaa~

this band must be SO GOOD,
coz ppple went cheering fo them at the end of their song.

above. i Love this one.

above my McD =)

above & below
=D
Oh Ddog Yi.
f u pple wonder who s he,
hes one of DPMMFC's playa.
and Ryda spoiled it, and spill everything.
"shes a HUGE fan of you, she talks a lot about you"
-_-'''''
thank you ryda. that really help.
*but dt is incorrect info*
tpi boleh la. ia cute a~

below are some random shots of pple around me.
i like the crowd behind me,
so friendly and i even asked them if i cud tke sme shots.
and im new at this.

and afta dt went to a frnd's ouse,
sal si kambing ku bagi ani bodymist. thank you =D
and kawan ku atu cali. ia nda dpt inda ber-aircon.
eh, mcm Syahmi tu eh~ haha,must have aircon jua.
thank you, i like the smell.

sama aku mengisi msa lapang ku sudah sma si kambing.
ari atu. hehe~
kambing ku cute.
=)

eh sudah th aaa~ iski2 saja nie.

and i heard the kids had their holiday extends till next week and Itbians oready have their one month break, jst startd yesterday.
and i sooo cannot wait Monday's night. with them people i LOVE =)

and to kawan ku *wink* *u noe who u are, BBQ*
if u find this oready. TAHNIAH aaaaa~
sama lurus kn "fan's alert"

okay then peeps, havea good day.
i will post something good tomorrow.
=)
malam.

demi

2009-06-26T22:52:00.000+08:00

iskiness is for awhile =)
hehehehehe.. iski still fo it.

zaara.

2009-06-26T02:44:00.002+08:00

aku rasa sedih. pasal kawan ku. my OLD close frnd. tabahkan hati mu. aku doakn sja kebahagian mu. jgn lupa update aku. and im glad u told me. =(
sma aku banci kau bru gtau aku. haha~

i cant sleep. Again!!

2009-06-26T01:22:00.002+08:00

haha. i find its hard. i have trouble sleeping this few days, of that. shit.
and aku rindu si gula2 ciincin, aku pnggil ia si kambing ku sal ia senyum kambing kemarin, haha~ and im his alligator. nda ngam eh. pacah anak atu *utk mengisi msa lapang* msti ingat nie. lol~ ahh. aku nda dpt tidur. i miss kmi pnya late night webcams =D but soon. hehe..

and i wanna do this. i soo cannot sleep. so buat ani. kena tagged. saja.

Random Questions About You:
Spell your name without vowels: Nr Hflh.
What color do you wear most?: blue.
What are you listening to?: now sja ahh. currently. Heaven by Big Bang.
Are you happy with your life right now?: inda =( dugaan~
What is your favorite class in school?: Geography still rocks!
When do you start back at school/college? July i think.
Are you outgoing?: depends on the crowds im with.
Favorite pair of shoes? heels.
Where do you wish you were right now? =)

THE CANS:
Can you dance? kwn ku buat Poco-Poco and aku bru pndai poco2 siukk~ sma kambing ku ketwakn nie ari atu.
Can you tie a cherry stem with your mouth? hinda pndai.
Can you whistle?: bowh.
Write with both hands? inda. Kanan.
Walk with your toes curled?: haha. inda.

THE DO'S:
Do you believe there is life on other planets? they Believe!!
Do you believe in miracles?: yappe. miracles do happen.
Do you believe in magic? haha. kanak2. lol~
Love at first sight? =) hahaha. dulu nda percaya. but awu.
Do you believe in Satan? yeah.
Do you believe in Santa?: santa clause. inda.
Do you know how to swim? cikit.
Do you like roller coasters?: nda mau. mmbari butterfly nari2 suka2.
Do you think you could handle stuff they eat on those reality shows?: inda mau.

THE HAVES:
Have you ever been on a plane?: pernah and soon, this november.
Have you ever asked someone out? pernah. mcm "wei jalan MCD tah" haha. inda plg catu. lol~
Have you ever been asked out by someone?: hehe. awuuuu~
Have you ever been to the ocean?: Beach pernh but not ocean.
Have you ever painted your nails?: wt do u called that? u colour ur nails. hehe~

THE WHATS:
What is the temperature outside?: sejuk. sal subuh pagi ini.
What radio station do you listen to?: kdg2 Kristal.
What was the last restaurant you ate at?: EasyWay tadi.
What was the last thing you bought?: Green Tea. tpi nda Green Apple Jelly. bureng.
What was the last thing on TV you watched?: CSI tadi ptg.

THE WHOS:
Who was the last person you IM'd?: Du kali. or not. si Parhanaku dehh~
Who was the last person you took a picture of?: hehe. gmbr nya on pitch =)
Who was the last person you said I love you to: Syahmi. on the phone. but with too. hehe~

CRYING SECTION:
Ever really cried your heart out?: =(
Ever cried yourself to sleep?: banci ku ehh soalan ani.
Ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: yap.
Ever cried over the opposite sex?: -_-''
Do you cry when you get an injury?: hahaha. i rmmbr. Bgurl ada cereta few days ago aku pernh nangis, dulu tym high school wen Saiful Rizal tendang bula tin atu, kena my head. iatah aku nangis. hehe. psl atu kli aku mudah lupa. hahahaha!!
Do certain songs make you cry?: ada kli.

HAPPY SECTION.
Are you a happier person?: awuu. tpi tym out2.
What/who can make you happy?: McDonald. kwn2 ku.
Do you wish you were happier?: awu.
Can music make you happy?:awuuu!! hehehe

LOVE SECTION.
How many times have you had your heart broken?: =( jahat eh.

LOOK AT ME.
What is your current hair color?: black.
Current piercings?: telinga.
Have any tattoos?: nada.
Eye color?: black.

IN A BOY/GIRL:
Favorite eye color: bblack. sma Torres's eye colour. hehe~
Short or long hair: short.
Height: same level. or a lil bit higher.

HAVE YOU EVER
Been to jail: nope!!
Laughed so hard you cried: haha. ada tuu. pacah.
Cried in school: yappp. ada pernh.
Thrown up in a store: inda.
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today: i think so. hehehe.
Gone skinny dipping: inda.

THIS OR THAT
Pepsi or Coke: Green Tea.
McDonald's or Burger King: siMcDonaldku~ hehe aku suka wen si Mui and Duan said, mcdmu~ hehe~
Single or Group Dates: single.
Chocolate or Vanilla: chocolate =D
Strawberries or Blueberries: stawberries.
Meat or Veggies: veggies. i miss CZ's salad.
TV or Movie: movie. siukkk!! soon Transformer!! hre i come.
Guitar or Drums?: guitar. lawa.
Adidas or Nike: Adidas i think.
Chinese or Mexican: mexican i love.
Cheerios or Corn Flakes: Corn Flakes.
Cake or Pie: cake!!
MTV or VH1: kwn ku buat RTB2. hehe nice one. mine MTV sja. lol~

abiss. mata ku baa tidur tah ahh. heehehe.mcm pndai waa nda mau tdur ani. susah hati ku eh.
sama Tahniah kepada kwn2 kmi, psl results mereka out today =D

the Violin Recital was SUPERB.

2009-06-26T01:04:00.002+08:00

THANKS B.GURL!!
i had awesome nights. i love listening to all of the music, some recitals really touched my heart. it was lovely. THANKS Gurl. she invited me. and im looking forward d next one, in October.
here are some pics.

the... wat we call this.

and him. Sebastian. nice. lawa.

this woman has a very beautiful voice.

final draw. had a pic with them.

and final photoshoot. hehehe.

i feel like we were on Handbag's advertising. hehe.

overall performance was that AWESOME.
i LOVE it and Thanks guy *majal*
and this was a month ago i think. i think.

=)

pics i forgot.

2009-06-26T00:40:00.004+08:00

these are pics i forgot to upload.

org serius muka aaa~ hehehe~

i like this one. the sun thru the window. mcm LOTR usulnya. labih~

atas ani. adalh tym first day kebakaran along jalan highway to Muara, dakat UBD ITB apa. and i was on my way home. job well done to Pak Polisi and Bomba Heroes. hehehe~

Presentation siapa nie. i forgot but ada gmbr GULA2 CIINCIN. and i went text him trus informed psl ani. and tym ada ani, frnds went, eh gula2 ciincin butt. hehe =) and i named my jersey Fee afta nama kami. sama sma. utk mengisi msa lapang sja nie.

and hobby ku nie tulis2 dtangan tym d PTE and skali during one of the lecture, avoidng frm falling asleep, so mcm ingat kawan2 ku yg ku rinduii. nama all of us cuzens. ada sini hehehe. happy2. i miss ALINA. pfhh =(
cari2 nama kmu mana. lol~

okay fun ends here. lol~

thanks

2009-06-25T23:40:00.001+08:00

THANKS Guy, mau ikut k klass ku and k McD.
she met my ingui frnds and Pierres, some of it. but she did!! hehehe..

i wnna get der.

2009-06-25T23:19:00.002+08:00

to SINGAPORE i mean. Torres will b der soon and i feel like crying oready. coz my brother has a 90% chance to meet him, 10% jst the ticket lagi ='( sasak sasak. and i no more wnna wear it.

sama aku suka DPMM FC dmlm. it was a GREAT game by the lads, in d end,they had their run around the pitch. nice one there. and dudee is so cute *fan's alert* and Par was gone by the minute as i didn't realise that cause i went busy smiling back at him. buleh ka? ia smpt meliat.. *twinkles* and Razdey went "nice game babah" referring ot that man itself, haha, perasaan and Najmi had huge laughs there. cute eh~

okay too much. and utk mengisi masa lapang ku kta si Par. and TAHNIAH par. alhamdulillah.
and tadi kmi mkn MCD siukk. i love towards the end. si Wani's bf atu *inside joke* sma Muiz.hehe. cali la. next match dpmm fc, watch sma dorng. and i know by that time, si azim balik kli udah but Umie still caught up wit kaka's nya wedding. and i haven't ask the others. bet they so gnna come.

above picture duirng intake 22's convo
and i had d CHANCE to wear Miss Nora's robe and i was crying at the exact moment i was in it and Miss Nora helped me to adjust all. and i still can feel it. weee~

ah.
sabtu BIS's exam. Pa's class. malam,jemputan. pufffs.

cinta nya tpi bukan aku.

2009-06-24T17:10:00.003+08:00

hes good. this is his. he said, its about us. and i feel nothing compare to wat he really felt. is he darn enuf to realise this in the end of our laughs? but im sure im gnna miss him.
he will never be mine.

"Maaf ku telah menyakitimu
Ku telah kecewakanmu
Bahkan ku sia-siakan hidupku
Dan ku bawa kau seperti diriku
Walau hati ini terus menangis
Menahan kesakitan ini
Tapi kulakukan semua demi cinta

Akhirnya juga harus ku relakan
Kehilangan cinta sejatiku
Segalanya tlah kuberikan
Juga semua kekuranganku
Jika memang ini yang terbaik
Untuk diriku dan dirinya
Kan ku terima semua demi cinta

Jujur aku tak kuasa
Saat terakhir ku genggam tanganmu
Namun yang pasti terjadi
Kita mungkin tak bersama lagi
Bila nanti esok hari
Kutemukan dirimu bahagia
Ijinkan aku titipkan kisah cinta kita selamanya"

i see.

its 3.12 am. and i cant sleep. =(

2009-06-22T03:10:00.002+08:00

jst some ... nevermind. saw this on Bgurl's blog and im tagging myself. and i really miss.....

STEP ONE:
Spell your name with songs.
can i take Butter. coz its simple.. o FEE o Filah. or Noor Hafilah. lets jst butter.

B- Be with You by Akon
U- Unbelievable by Craig David.
T- The Climb by Miley Cyrus
T- Time After Time by QuiteDrive
E- Endless Love by Luther Vandross and Mariah Carey,i think
R- Remembering Sunda by All TIme Low

STEP TWO:
–(full) Name: Noor Hafilah Hj Mohamed Salleh
– Birth date: 30.03.88
– Nickname: pilah, filah Butter & Fee
– Eye Color: black
– Hair Color: blackky
– Zodiac Sign: Aries

STEP THREE:
–The shoes you wore today: Gisele Budchen's selipars. no shoes.
- Your weaknesses: crying.
- Your fear(s): trucks.
- Goal you’d like to achieve: stay alive.

STEP FOUR:
– Your best physical feature: haha. some peps tau. but i like my hair.
– Your bedtime?: i cant sleep now.
– Most missed memory?: those feelings back in high school. hehehe~ and those close friends, i shared with, the 3cs peeps.

STEP FIVE:
This Or That…
– Pepsi or Coke?: Pepsi
– McDonald’s or Burger King: MC DONALD, of course.
– Adidas or Nike: Adidas.
– Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton ice.
– Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate.
– Cappuccino or coffee: i like coffee.

STEP SIX:
Do You…
– Smoke: nada.
– Curse: ada ada. stupid. darn that little cricket.
– Sing: sing a lot in my car. hehehe
– Dance: i love to dance!!
– Take a shower everyday: yappe.
– Have a crush: hahaha.. awuuu~
– Do you think you’ve been in love?: awuuuu~
– Want to go to college: did. done that.
– Like(d) high school: LOVE them, i cant believe they are married already.
– Want to get married: definitely.
– Get motion sickness: i must sit at the passenger's seat.
– Think you’re attractive: do u?
– Think you’re a health freak: cikit.
– Get along with your parents: yeah.

STEP SEVEN:
In the past month have you…
– Gone to the mall: yeah.
– Eaten an entire box of Oreos: nope. havent eat oreos fo ages.
– Eaten Sushi: yeahhh!! i rmmbr sma bgirl.
– Been on stage: i dnt rmmbr. fo presentation perhaps.
– Gone skating: Nada.
– Made homemade cookies: nada.

– Gone Skinny dipping: noppe.
– Stolen anything: nada.

STEP EIGHT:
Ever…
– Played a game that required removal of clothing: hahaha. no
– If so, was it mixed company: ure so annoying.
– Been beaten up: awu. haahaha. main bola punya psl.
– Shoplifted: i so wnna try. haha. mcm experience so tym ku tua, i recall it & LAUGH.

STEP NINE:
– Age you hope to be married: 30.
– Number of Children: i like 5.
– Describe your Dream Wedding: simple with lots of white and flowers and i want Beach View baaaa~

STEP TEN:
In the opposite sex..
– Best eye color?: Black.
– Best hair color?: Black.
– Short hair or long hair?: i like yg gundul not too gudul but jst right.
– Height: same.

STEP ELEVEN:
– Number of people I could trust with my life: less than 20;
– Number of CDs that I own: erm..
– Number of tattoos: nada.
– Number of piercings: telinga dua.

Personal Quiz
Who were you with yesterday?: i dnt rmmbr.
What woke you up this morning?: mom.
Where are you?: dlm bilik.
Is tomorrow going to be a good day?: i hope so. i wish myself the best, sigh~

THE PAST
Ever thrown up in public?: i dnt rmmbr,
Passed out because of alcohol?: nope.
What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW?: gila eh~ menthal ku!!!

THE FUTURE
What kind of home would you like?: house with Beach View,
What do you want to be when you grow up?: Menteri paling tinggi. hehe~
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?: studying.

IN GENERAL
Do you like candy necklaces?: nope.
When was the last time you fell over or ran into something?: missed steps.
Do you listen to music every day?: his songs. demi cinta. kecian ahh.
Do you still go trick or treating?: we nvr do that.
What was the last thing you ate?: nice toast.
Are you a fast typer?: cikit.
Whats your favorite type of soda?: Pepsi. o coke.
Have you ever moved?: from place a to place b. 2 times.
Have you ever won an award?: erm, nda ingt.
Are you listening to music right now?: yap.. bgurl's blog song. mcm natasha beddingfield sja. lawa.
How long ’till your birthday?: 9 months.
When were you the saddest in your whole life?: ='((
What time is it?: 3.35 am.
Do you use ebay to buy or sell?: nda pernh use.
Who makes you mad?: sad.
Something you want to happen in 2009?: =D pierres's reunion.
Summer 2009?: enjoying summer vacay soon and DPMM FC.

father's day

2009-06-21T14:17:00.003+08:00

HAPPY FATHER's DAY
to these fathers in our family.

dad, Hj Mohamed Salleh

Bang Ramlee and B.Pol

Bro Tun and Bawoe...

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY!!

with lots of love from Hj Mohamed Salleh's family.

mcdonald ku sma mereka.

2009-06-21T13:35:00.002+08:00

spend a quite, ERASE that, make that
GREAT dinner with these above people, we had McDonald and the rest was fun,
i love to sit at this table, so much of Lovely memories,
funs with my siblings, Pkah, Shila, Ryda, all the the time
turning exactly 20th at midnight at this very table,
tea time sama Dia, d 1st ever who invited me to McD,
and now i have this. with them people.

suppose with most of our close friends, but its okay,
next meeting is on this very thursday, and i cant wait, and im really heartbroken after a friend told us that news, aku nda dpt terima kenyatan ani..
sigh~
hope i still can cherish those moments with them.
=)

and siMcD went all nice and good to us.
MCD AGAIN soon!!!

DPMM FC the CHAMP!!

2009-06-21T13:29:00.003+08:00

after we heard the news, all Bruneian jumped off from their seats and celebrate for the greatest victory after the 10 years of struggling and hardworks, which eventually pay off as the win teh S-League CUP. tahniahhhhhh DPMM FC. all of us are proud of kamu. and no i ddnt go to the airport to welcome home the champs.

and i assume, will be seeing a lot of us turn up at the Stadium this wednesday of 1st home match after so long. i'll b der =D

bfore i go

2009-06-21T12:13:00.001+08:00

the NEW MERCY.
she has been updated with new layout. and i LOVE very much... more fixing that and these. but not now. school is around td corner

and IM GOING BACK HOME.. sooonnn!!! in November. hahaha~ that soon. i cannot wait to meet my family. rinduuu ku~ and KK afta that.. okay. I NEED CASH. hehe~

hehe~

2009-06-12T23:57:00.003+08:00

have you ever felt, you're on top of the world but the thing is that it will never last. nahh. this one road that should b blessed. i was hoping. but you'll never know why. this i kept to myself saja. hehe. npa jua ku blog.. writing is good. letting it out by scribbling is nice to me. but i guess i will never understand why, what the heart really desires.

*sigh*
seven years. of lies.

tagged dri awgku aimee. hehe~

2009-06-12T23:13:00.003+08:00

Do you SWEAR to tell the truth the whole TRUTH and NOTHING BUT THE TRUTH?
◘ maybe yes. partly..

Where were you last night?
◘ last night. i have forgotten. aku tertidur awal tu.

What is today's date?
◘ 12 june 09.

Who was the last person to call you baby/babe?
◘ si gula2 ciincin...

When you're at the grocery store do you use the shelf checkout?
◘ hurmmm.. inda. mcm d giant ahh. i think so. inda.

Anyone crushing on you?
◘ do you? HAHA..

Has anyone ever sang to you?
◘ awuu ada. =)

Has anyone ever given you roses?
◘ roses. but i rmmbr the most, way back in high school.

If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
◘ wildnerness. wow. i can imagine, out of nower, there wer a beautiful waterfall, and all i can see is the sky. dt is so beautiful. owh wait. u mean like wilderness, like in safari? haha~

Who do you text the most?
◘ smua sama.

First person to text today?
◘ si gula2 ciincin. suruh ku bangun.

What is your favorite color?
◘ putih.

What color are your eyes?
◘ pure black. nahh im kidiing. jst black.

What is a compliment you receive often?
◘ "patut mcm bukan org brunei kau ani.." okay.... hehe.. fo me, it reminds me of my late grandparents whom i miss the most. *al-fatihah*

How tall are you?:
◘ aku nda tau...

Who was the last person to say they loved you and when?
◘ si bgurl. hehe. and sorng atu, and si kawan2 ku, dorng syahmi, aiira, raz, najmi and khy, yg ku pksa ckp i Love you. haha~

Do you like your parents?
◘ NO. I LOVE THEM.

Do you secretly like someone?:
◘ secretly. like whom? dudee? hehe. si dudee kiyut. nah jst a FAN. but secretly suka someone jua tpi kamu nda tahu, haha. of course bukan si gula2 ciincin..

Why did your last relationship end?
◘ disclosed.

Who was the last person you said you loved on the phone?
◘ si Syahmi kali. wen i called him.

Where is the furthest place you've travelled?
◘ Johore counts ka? o Singapore? o KL? mana kan??

Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep?
◘ HAHAHA!!! aku TAHU. si gula2 ciincin ckp. "sleeping is ur bestfrnd" haha. AKU SUKA TIDUR.

Do you look more like your mom or your dad?
◘ me mum and me dad.

How long does it take you to shower?
◘ 20 mins top but paling lama 35 minutes.

Can you do splits?
◘ hindaaa..

Are you flexible?
◘ inda..

What did you do on New Years Eve?
◘ was it last yr. hehe. aku jumpa si aref. and ROCKIN' sma si PARHANAku~

Was your mom there?
◘ inda. hehehehe~

Can you speak any other language than English?
◘ malay. melayhu~

How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
◘ from 11 till 12 next day. tell u aku suka tdur.

Do you wear your seat belt in the car?:
◘ awuuu sal ku dgr ada fine udah. hehehe

Are you scared of flying?
◘ aku suka terbang. hehe

Who was the last person you kissed?
◘ who.

Do you like funny people or serious people?
◘ funny peole and serious pple. they're are fun to b arnd wit. hehe~

What are you listening to?
◘ Dashboard Confessional. this song, really kcian. *sigh* "you're calling too late*

What jewelry do you wear all the time?
◘ watch and si gelang pusaka yg inda ku ingt dmna ku menaruh,

What do you have planned for tonight?
◘ =) waiting to say "WER av u been huh" hehe~.

Is the last person you kissed older than you?
◘ who.

Do you have a favorite item of clothing?
◘ i like Victoria Seccret's Lingerie. lawaa gila aa.

Do you like messages or comments better?
◘ ermm.. okay. i tot both are the same.

Last movie you saw in theaters?
◘ NIghts in the Museum2 sma siBgurl =D

Last thing you ate?
◘ indomee sma telur. rh soto hj tuah. hehe. tpi nda si Heiji.

Are you happy right now?
◘ awuu~ tpi ada sad news aa.

If you could have one thing right now what would it be..
◘ i cannot tell you. its what my heart desires the most.

Who makes you happiest right now?
◘ hehe.

What were you doing at midnight last night?
◘ HAHAHA!! midnight ahh. pndai ehh soalan ani. webcam sma si gula2 ciincin. i was awake by him, jahat inda.

Are you left handed?
◘ kanan.

When is your birthday?
◘ 30.03

hehehe.
PAR loves this. par buat par. siukk soalan nya. heheheh~
and im off to bed. batah lagi.
and i really love this song. ehehe

hey PPLE.
have a GOOD day.
tomorrow i have another field trip with PA peeps and lunch date sma Nic and meeting sma Aiira and Datul. ahh i jst rrmbr Datul minta ambil. HAHA. nasib eh.

malam kamu.

sad news.

2009-06-12T22:26:00.002+08:00

"our family is having a really tough time today. it was really a sad news"

talk to you later Ka Misah.

and i probably go back home late november. and so looking forward fo that.

luahan hati ku~ lol

2009-06-11T21:53:00.003+08:00

i felt different today. my stupid wake up's mood was in stable, and Aiira was save from that and frnds surrounded it. Rhamat's constant snoring woke me up at every 15 minutes while Aimee and Khy and Nazmi at different times, i realized, asked who was making that deep snore sounds. i felt pity for Rahmat. he must be that tired and exhausted. Muniir was deeply in his dream at the far back, and Lapit was gone by the minutes i woke up at another 3rd time. it was a good lunch. it was good day. but i forgot that one simple memory at the corner of my mind. i immediately needed to Erase that and of course, i did.
got a Hai in the afternoon while sipping lemonade tea with a biscuit in the other hand, from the person who is away from home, of whom really fool around, but he, who is trying to make an improvement to self and gaining the momentum of a champion. and sadly, another champion that people adores a lot, Aiira Loves a lot was sold to a multi-million team, and for that another journey is about to open.

and i....
it was indeed an emotional road... one that should be blessed.....

aku suka M&M's

2009-06-11T19:53:00.002+08:00

crazy.
i wanna go here...
my heaven.
lol~

sma aku suka M&M's baaaa..
fall in love ku udah ehh~
aku mau chocolatesss nyaaaa~
and candies. hehe~

siuk..

i had fun.

2009-06-07T23:28:00.001+08:00

nada burgers McD ='(

but guy brought me to a Violin Recital which is ssooo beautiful. i really love it.
pictures tomorrow perhaps.

pierres.

2009-06-07T13:15:00.003+08:00

aku rindu kawan2 ku yg tebamm. dan yg kurus2 atu~

*hugsss kamu pierres* hehehe~

halo pantai~

2009-06-07T10:52:00.002+08:00

wat to do?
its SUNDAY!!!!

get off frm ur lazy bum and hit the roads or better, THE BEACH!!!

HAPPY SUNDAY PEEPS!!

which one???

2009-06-07T00:51:00.004+08:00

bowhhhhh~ cana nie. i cannot make a wise decision now. due some parties who really really make me jealous of the things that they gnna buy. which i know, soon!

the pointing arrow.
i want that cincin. cost 200++
nda tau if maseh ada. i went to D&P on last wednesdy i think.
and i asked them if they still have it. i so wnna know the current price.
sekali ia ckp, mana ada nie. this theme.
they even asked me if its from their shop. -_-'''
so mad at them

the LG KF700 * i think*
which cot $198.
they said, i shud go gold. coz pink and balck are taken.
but pink?? serious? i wnt that PINK. hishhh~

and this. sigh~
LG KF360
cost $228.
i really love this one. tpi yg atas tu pun lawa.

now im torn apart with these 3 choices.
which one i shud really go?
wat to do u guys think?
i put a poll yeahh on that side.
but the thing is that.
i HAVE TO CHOOSE ONE.
*updated*
tpi poll ku nda mau.
so leave wat you think of on my cbox,
thanks.

and
i miss si gula2 ciincin already.
bru berapa jams.

love owez friends of the GREEN planet
pilah.
and hey.
ENJOY ur WEEKEND.
im gnna spend time sma kekasih hati ku~ hahaha~
*angkat2 kirai*

i will reveal to you who is that lucky person.
tomorrow updates.

and HAPPIEST BIRTHDAY to
Abg Ermi 05.06
Ammar dini, MacBlogger 06.06

done.

a great news frm abroad.

2009-06-07T00:25:00.004+08:00

talking about DPMM FC.
who wow-ed the nation with their awesome scores back on friday's night. a huge congratulations to the team and its coach and the great management who helped to make DPMM FC stays till the end of this season. i bet that boosts up their spirits. im so happy. even simunic, didn't believe what just happened to the team *of course with winnings and all* and he even complimented on Wardhun's strong defence.

i dont hve the newsppr with me. i left it in the car. lets see if we can get it from online. which i havent learn *sal being ignorant, haha* bout the address and all.

taken from today's 06.06.09, The Brunei Times,

"I don't know what happened to them (the players), they must have gone crazy! ... They ran a lot, fought a lot, they could have scored more goals," said Simunic in a telephone interview from Singapore"

"I am very happy with Hamid, he worked very hard for the goal... The players were all excellent. Even Wardun (goalkeeper Wardun Yussof) played wonderfully! SAF also played well, they had two good chances which hit the post," added the coach"

which make them to qualify to the quarter final, which i dont know wen this will be, next match. aku mauuu liat =)

tahniahhhh dpmm fc's players and the coach.

ankara.

2009-06-06T23:53:00.003+08:00

i know!! ANKARA Is in TURKEY!! i have a friend from turkey who is living *i guess, if its still* in Ankara, the main city of turkey. and now im downloading the heartless, kanye west's version...

ahh i so wanna do this tagged.

What you're supposed to do... and please do not spoil the fun...
Create a new note, copy and paste this message, delete my answers and type in yours. Then tag 21 good friends and family INCLUDING the person who tagged you. The theory is that you will learn one new thing about each of your friends.

THREE NAMES I GO BY
1. pilah
2. filah
3. butter

THREE JOBS I HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE
1. daughter
2. student
3. jobless. hahahaha~

THREE PLACES I HAVE LIVED
1. Jerudong
2. Rumah si Nik
3. Tutong. rumah Bawoe. and soon..

THREE TV SHOWS THAT I WATCH
1. AFC. asian food channel. some guds shows only.
2. CSI
3. ENews

THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO
1. Mecca
2. New Zealand. LOTR babbeehh!!
3. Italy

THREE OF MY FAVORITE FOODS
1. McD
2. mom's Hari Raya's fuds.
3. Londan Kebab

THINGS I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO
1. TIDUR
2. si other gula2 ciincin ku~ =)
3. back at 2.

THREE PETS THAT YOU HAVE OWNED
1. kucing and more kucings. dulu2.
2. ikan
3. turtle.

THREE FRIENDS WHO WILL REPLY
1. si Par. *number 1 yawwww* hahaha
2. i dntnoe.
3. seriously.

THREE FAVORITE BANDS/SINGERS
1. Arashi
2. Muse/Killers
3. Korea's BigBang.

THREE FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH
1.Bola Sepak. esp DPMM FC and team si Torres =D
2. Formula 1 is sport kan? hehehe~
3. bicycle race abg ku~

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS
1. Easy Way. minuman team gula2 ciincin.
2. ICZ's Stawberry Smoothies
3. CB's..... this choco drink. lol~

hahaha. ada ada lagi nie.

restless

2009-06-06T23:36:00.000+08:00

i have a rather nice and lovely times for these past few nights and days. now i miss him already, this much..
hahah~ but today i had a very good lunch with sikawan2ku~ and Par had her last exam today, im being excited for her tadi. haha~ salah...

and our assignments are really killing most of the students.. challenges! this is one step to a better life. kenapa aku ckp crapsss sja ani aaaa~

aku nda lupa look forward eh psl.....

i was in my mak's room and the connection went messed up. and updates are rather boring. but im gnna score with some good news later =)

bola sepakkkk~

2009-06-02T23:16:00.003+08:00

Huge Congratulation to DPMM FC~
1-0 sma team Albirex.

ZILA ZUDDIN

2009-06-02T22:22:00.006+08:00

ZILA & ZUDIN
Engagement's Ceremony.

it was really *indeed* an emotional day, moments for me.
even Zudin's Fiance was really anxious with every seconds.
i was standing beside my other close friends, Bgurl and Amoi.
watching over Zila while she was dressed up to this very special moment in her life.
i was at tears.
truly HAPPY fo her.
because.....
just because...
she was engaged to her high school's sweetheart of 6 years.
he is also our very close friend.
a guy who is lucky enough to have her.,
a man who i knew love her dearly since the day they've been together
a man that cherishes every moments with her,
the man is ZUDIN.

this was in form 4 =D
there are old torn pictures together nicely place on every corner of the desk, mirror.
arent that sweet enough till it made you crying inside
but joyful at the same time for both.

kami... =D
frm Left.
Neza, Bgurl, ZILA, Butter and Amoi
and i want these peeps to attend all of my ceremony during engagement and wedding.
sma Nadia, Dewi and Mimi
which is like in 6 yrs time. lol~
and Neza is engaged already and Amoi is married with one child.
Nadia is a newly wed.
left Me Bgurl Mimi and Dewi.
and Zila Neza and Amoi gladly fired question of "when is our time" to me and Bgurl.
lol~

Bgurl Zila Butter

Neza Zila Amoi

below
ZILA, she really lookss beautiful here.

and i like this pic
taken by Bgurl at SnowHouse and she has this very imaginative mind
how the interior design will look like.
*it was her first time k sna*

okehh malam.

THANKS GUY.

hari mu, army..

2009-05-31T23:41:00.005+08:00

owh today early.. no. tadi noon. tho our family, we never went out where crowded is a normal thing. t others lol~. except this.
my sister's family and piks shills and myself went to visit the army second home base in Rimba. and it WAS SO COOL. like no public ever can just go there and walk around. no no. only for business reasons perhaps.
and i even went happy plus iskiness. kali kdua masuk.
1st ws time ntar my bro off to Philippines.

sara and me in one of the helicopters.

these three people in this special suits.
aku MAAAUUU gmbrrr sma dorngg...
sigh~ siuk pun tu.

hahaha. aku plg takut. kmi naik the one yg..
kereta kebal aite?? lol~ hehe..

inside viewww...

after lunch and all. i went to CB.
Lancer cuci kereta...
but still have to work over the weekend.

sma my calendar schedule in the month of MAY.
totally busy. smpai eja commitment pun salah..
aku nda pndai eja tu.

ahhh im home. after spending the nite *cough* sma Afham. AHHH~
i mean hang out sma afham. hehe~ nda lahh Raz!!! *hugs*
i Love you too, hehe~
and
esuk busy jua.
ada Mumtaz's kawin and Zila's.

im deleting all of your msgs. aku planned udah dari bulan 11. hahahaha!!! no no. bulan 3 kali. hehe.. kli smpai now nda terdelete. tapi aku nda mau jua. hehehe. delete it o not aa?? sighh~~~

01june09

owhhh~ HAPPY JUNE PEOPLE.
i dont noe whyyy... i like June.. =D

happy bday Army!!

2009-05-31T17:13:00.002+08:00

those army pple. HAPPY BDAY.

today event was soooooooo fun *the bad thing i wasnt with my frnds* my sister kept pulling me off from doing silly things, like having taken pictures with those who armies in their suits. lol~ mcm bnr. but then. i called Syahmi.. *liat aiira. knowing aiira wont go to that kinda place. but mayb i was wrong. tu kta syhami unless aku lnja ia mkn. tpi si aiira nada jwb. tpi malas ku jua* syahmi pun busy. si khy jua and razdey in tutong!!

IT WAS FUN!! they have their helicopters based on the ground. so buleh kmi naik. i went iski!! siuk siuk~ heehe~
but i have fun =) later i post the pictures and all.
i went CB. waiting fo my car kena abis cuci.

no.. 31stmay 2009.

esuk Mumtaz' wedding reception and Zila very big day!!!
i cant wait. jumpa dorng bgurl....

my thoughts.

2009-05-31T01:44:00.003+08:00

no.
i do. i think i still do.
ignorant. cold. sigh~
i want it back........
tapi.
there always a but. nahh forget it.
in the end theres owez a price to pay.

31may09

where?

2009-05-31T01:38:00.000+08:00

cincin gula2.
possible.

berpesta?

2009-05-31T00:39:00.004+08:00

this time around i joined Aji & the friends, but no i cannot bully Ang, coz he was in terrible *health* heheheh~ demam kali.. and i had fun part, one of it, kmi diri2 DAPAN MCDONALD. for about kira2 smua 20 minutes la kali aahh. EVEN MORE kli ehh. thinking to eat or not.-_-'''' hw it really sadden me. sigh~~ hehe~
and the funny things. we met some of our friends while we were standing dpn McD aaa~ hehehe~
sama2 share2 pictures here.

niiie~ dluar caperss..

then we off to SnowHouse. *ice* hehehe~ and the plum made everyone went shivering and all. lol~

kmi mcm Gangstaa~ *tpi shaolinsoccer dblakang. and PUNNY*

ahh bfore went off to gdg. dorng main tembak2. hehehe~ and aimee and i played the DDR stuffs. lol~ siuk!!

bahhhh..
and and
=D
i bumped into old friend, si Isa. and wow~ no comment.hehe~
and to Ivary... sorryy...
all we can do is pray. and wait.
there must b something they're gnna do.
something.

nite ppple.

owh no!! no DPMM futsie anemore??

2009-05-30T13:42:00.003+08:00

*frm RanoAdidas*

please. someone.. do something. our national *can i say national nemore?* football which i am proud of due to their SUPERB performance under the watch of Coach Simunic and the club manager. it has caused a great stir in the country itself and even Singapore. kudos for the *again* superb peformance on the 1st half of this s-league season. but gradually, DPMM FC has been losing, cud it be, they have seen this coming? *sigh*
the above scene is vanishing

and i just read from today's paper.
deepest condolences to kawanku,siI. sma DPMM FC's fan. *najmi khy raz*

well, im just another disappointed fan.

saturday 30.05.09

pagi ku bersama mak ku~ except si P.A..

2009-05-30T12:46:00.002+08:00

its like 3 hours to BPP meeting with mr jefri and i feel like im on my toes. but i must not, i shall stand.. haha~ blaahh~
today pagi.

i already sent my PA assignment and hope it will b fine. but i cannot stop here. i still have siOBE group work sma Nicholas. *sigh* its okay... now i can cope with it. and and siBPP. mudahan jua. HAHAHAHA!! aku rasa cemas,,

sma tadi. i went out pagi with me mum, to run run some errands and fix watches and beli some fuds frm tamu kianggeh. i dont know when will i step into that place. aku mau pergi. rasa my true bruneian. -_-''''' aku mau. dont u guys feel like u wanna try something new? instead of going to some place, where some pep *and i know one*purely faking it jst to b cool? owh dear., im being judgemental.

sama.. why would people say soemthing about other people and eventually they are doing the same thing. tapi nda mengakun... *im being judgemntal again* HAHA... okay sudah.

sma..
kcian tadi Pakcik ahhhh. he is in his old age. i think too old to go out himself. tpi i know some aged people like to go running bills themselves. inda. i was paying some bills rah eletrik. and i always notice that there are some aged men paying the bills. where are the YOUNG peepss go??? the children. his children?? kcian jau tu. mcm ia bayar bills eletrik and hari atu. ada lagi bayar bill astro. kcian ehh inda??????

ahh.. my random thoughts.

aku suka dengar lagu ani.. nice. HAHA..

over the phone.

2009-05-26T00:12:00.005+08:00

the happiness.. it is terribly a mistake.
it will never be mine...

ahad. 24th

2009-05-25T23:06:00.003+08:00

it was her day. it was the day for her. and all i can do. standing there. once, i remember, we were so close. all of i can think was trying to hug her for a huge congratulation. and definitely. i will kill my friends if they dont come to my very day. to that very very special day. *okay that was a random thought of killing my friends*

it was. HJH NURUL NADIA SYAZALINA & AK KHALQIN ALIIM's wedding ceremony.

she was very very pretty as far as the dress went. i love this picture. dornag senyum sama. lawa!!

atas. bgurl, zila. amoi and me..
sory moi. nda steady ambil sendiri aku.

far left is Zhirah. we bumped into her.

Bgurl and me.

atas. nadia's sister. kiko. lawa baju nya.

and no.
we didnt meet the rest of ex 3cs. kind of bit in a disappoinment.

but i was indeed happy to meet them girls.
i realy miss them dearly..
and yes i love u guys..

hehehe~

done with marketing.

2009-05-25T22:38:00.002+08:00

si MERCY kcian ehh~ aku lupakan.. tpi i will keep it updated. no matter short or long. no matter how silly the stories go. and in my head. white car. hehe~

This is called 50 FIRST REACTIONS... type what comes to your mind FIRST whenever you hear these 50 words. Don't think and don't go back and change. Doesn't matter how random just type it! Re-post it for all of your friends.

1. Beer: cocktail kings. i saw in channel traveland living. 707. it was two days ago. still stuck in my head.

2. Food: HAHAHA~ i was thinking kn masak. deep fried egg on top of toasted bread. sounds nyummy. *psl aku lpara tym nie*

3. Relationships: owh... i rmmbr one name =)

4. Crush: owh. they said. i have a lot. but its best to let go. -_-''' i wonder wat crush means to them..

5. Power Rangers: IMAN & IZAT!! psl sal ada power rangers. donrg lumpat dgr the openeing song sja. with the kick and all.

6. Life: definitely a kick ass.

7. The President: mr Obama?

8. Yummy: si ice cream ben & jerry's. kwn ku jst mention supersave.

9. Car: si Lancer.. si ford.

10. Movie: he's just not that into you.

11. Halloween: witches...

12. Sex: gender. HAHA!! psl we said. age. umur. sex.gender. haha. bukan nda sma..

13. Religion: masjid.

14. Hate: tasek lama\

15. Fear : money.

16. Marriage: mom & dad.

17. Blondes: super bimbo.

18. Slippers : gisele..

19. Shoes: HEELS!! i want one.

20. Asians: China.

21. Pastime:bed time stories. i dnt noe why i thought of that,.

22. One night stand: McDreamy and Meredith. Grey's Anatomy. *iLoveYou*

23. My cell phone: LG. i definitely wanna get that,

24. Smoke: asap.

25. Fantasy: fantasia...

27. High school Life: "WHAT TIME IS IT?" tadi our lecture asked us. and some of us answered "SUMMERTIME" to the so-called high school musical movie.

28. Pyjamas: *jack'ys msn nick* bananas in pajamas.

29. Stars: owh dear. that one night. sma ia nari2 bwah stars.

30. Center: netball.

31. Alcohol: drinks.

32. The word LOVE: marry me. *i noe. i donr noe why*

33. Friends: love.

34. Money: evil.

35. Heartache: broken. and thers a name after that.

36. Time: shit!!!

37. Divorce: Nauzubillah

38. Dogs: anjing KK ahh~

39. Undies: lace. haha~

40. Parents: mom dad.

41. Babies: asyraf.. the new born baby.

42. Ex: cold.

43. Song: haha!! lagu tidur ku~

44. Color merah.

45. Weddings: weddings bell. i saw scene of waling down teh aisle.

46. Pizza: gadaong,

47. Hangout: COFFEE BEAN!!!

48. Rest:die? what?

49. Goal: cereta movie GOAL.

50. Inspiration:life.

screw the DNR!!

2009-05-19T22:47:00.005+08:00

i was waiting fo Nazmi to watch the final episode of the so-called Grey's Anatomy which i found at that very end, pure knock-down. BGURL and NAZMI is the very people i know that love to watch GA to the very final day. HAHAHA~ sasak ku udah. okay let me tell wat happened the finale 5th season.

did u say it?
I LOVE YOU?
i dont ever wanna live without you
u change my life.
did u say it?

gila.. i cried buckets. and this moment, tym liat ceta ani. aku nyasal nda liat dari episode satunya. hahahah~ which i wont tell further. yg atas atu sudah cukup. LOL~ hhahaha~

and i dont know why. i fall asleep everytime i watch any shows on the TV eventho theres a woman on the TV screaming her lungs out. hAHA~ mengantuk kli..

sama..
aku bnr bnr inda suka ada INTERVENTION ani.
which didnt' really tell everything of the other side of the story.
sasak ku~
its better if you dont noe at all, stay out if. u heard only one side.
and it really hurts, the approach you used to that Intervention.

izat is here btw....
and aku tnya pa ia mau..
and he said "aku mau gmbr"
hahaha~
GRANTED!!

tadi waah
i met him d TANGGA
bfo ia masuk kbilik ku~
and he said, when he saw me,
*he was his father*
ia ckp,
"tadi aku muntah"
wit his so cute kid's voice...

hahahaha
bah im out.

restaurant city. FB. hahaha.
tests. presentation. assignments. proposal.

okay.
get it.

GOOD DAY. FRIENDS OF THE GREEN PLANET

this is punny~

2009-05-19T21:42:00.001+08:00

had a few laughs here and there. stress-relief.. sorts of.

A white man was seated next to a little black girl on the airplane when he turned to her and said, "Let's talk. I've heard that flights go quicker if you strike up a conversation with your fellow passenger."

The little girl, who had just opened her coloring book, closed it slowly and said to the man, "What would you like to talk about?"

"Oh, I don't know," said the man. "Since you are black, do you think that So-called President Elect Barak Obama is qualified for the job?" and he smiles.

"OK", she said. 'That could be an interesting topic. But let me ask you a question first. A horse, a cow, and a deer all eat the same stuff - grass -. Yet a deer excretes little pellets, while a cow turns out a flat patty, and a horse produces clumps of dried grass. Why do you suppose that is?"

The man, visibly surprised by the little girl's intelligence, thinks about it and says, "Hmmm, I have no idea."

To which the little girl replies, "Do you really feel qualified to discuss President Barack Obama ..... when you don't know shit"

i dont know why ada baris aaa~
sorry~

hehehe

13th is the very day it is today

2009-05-13T23:38:00.005+08:00

aku ngaleh. okay sudah. end sana.

anu baa~

BDAY HEIJI today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST FRIEND.

wish you all the best and luck and the very beautiful "SONG" plays through your nights smiles. hehe~ *aku nda phm*
but we bought him a Nokia Phone. aku ingat nie psl kn sma bday nya. 5130 Nokia. kan kan~ hehe. terbalikkn number, jadi bday nya. love you more Brits. hehehe~

sma kawan kawan ku yg ku syg jua.
tiga tiga mereka mempunyai hari lahir yg sma. LOL~ tomorrow 14th may 2009.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE~

RAMDZAN

ZAIM Te'pau

Ummie Hana

*hugs kamu tiga*
Butter wishes you guys all the best and lucks and may ALLAH bless you with a beautiful love, healthy and prosperous life and LOVE kamuuuu dari ku~

sma gambr Ramdzan and Ummie aku ambil dari FB. hahahah~ no worries.

and not to forget the belated babe.
si TETTY ku~ hehee~ HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LOVE.

hehehe~ atu sja kn ku update.

sama~

FYAD : awuu aku pun harap MCD gugur dari langit *nda paham* ahh~ awu boss~ nnti tah. kan hari tu ku offer, jual mahal, sudah bulan tua bru kau ask. lol~ *aku lupa juaa baa*

GUY : balum love. aku lupa. haha~ i antar lah khamis esuk ani. hehehehe~ and Happy nada-Exam-lagi.. hehehehe~

PAR : banar deh mau kmi tidur sna?? aku okay. sal kmu balum start atu tu the SWE~ hehehe~ siukkk nie SWE.... bah aku mau tidur sana. hehehehehe~

RAMDZAN : HAPPY BDAY LOVE!!! *hugs* aku k Johorebalik bulan 12. iski kuuuu~ c myra bulan 6 ani....

lol~

okay peeps. next week aku kn share. aku busy nie. no restaurant city. no FB kali *hahaha yatah krg* and aku suka lagu si Kate Walsh ani, your song. dgr2 lah kamu. hehe

aku ada BPC aku ada Marketing sma PA. lol~ mudahan okay BPC. sal statistics nya ruggedness. mcm "the model chart is not significant due to the regressional analysis....... is suxx!!!" hahaha~ okay im kidding at the end of that part. but awu awak2 tu catu. hehehe~ mudahan ku pass with distincting. lol~

bah aku kn mandi and tidur kali tarrus. nantukkk ku~ heehe~

HAVE A GOOD DAY, FRIENDS OF THE GREEN PLANET.

GA. jst this time

2009-05-09T22:05:00.002+08:00

had PA class in the morning and i felt more insecure.
HRM on monday. what a nerve wreck here.
ow yeah. while the MA peeps were waiting for the 1 o'clock test earlier today,
i watched GA. GREY's ANATOMY
and i believed i missed a lot of the episode there.
make that a lot of. make that all of the 5th season's episode.
*random, aku mau swimming esuk lagi*

ahhh yeahhh~
will they kill IZZIE?
i dont KNOW either. got this on E-Online web and i believed
this is the scariest wait-over-of-what-can-happen in the next episode of my entire life
takut kuu~ mcm c Danny was there. watching Izzie over. blahh~
and she saw him too..
ahh my family liat AF. i dont -_-''

hehehehe~
Izzie in bed. and Christina.
and HINT: there's a wedding bell going on here. lol~

ahh~
sma HAVE FUN you =)

2009-05-08T21:23:00.003+08:00

ive been slacking more these days. i need to do my HRM. due to this very monday, the potential managers will be assessed on their HRM skills. hehehe~ and owh yeah. aku swimming tdi. siukk~ sal mcm aku siuk2 sendiri and aku =) hehehehe~ owh yeah. tomorrow aku ada klas. weeeee~ pagi sja. and GOOD LUCK to all the MA peeps, test tomorrow.. all the best kamu.
cheers.

and to kawan2 ku yg dluar negeri. balik la. pulang la~ HAHAHA~ JUNE tani will be together again. the pierres especially. miss kamu smua.

owh and bawah ani. jst a little bit update on the question and all. dari tagged si francinsco.. sal i dont have a good one so far. hehehe~

and BGIRL. anatr kad kawin NADIA. siuk eh~ i ddnt expect ia kawin bulan 5 ani. i tot 6. and baju ku alum ku ntar. sigh~ menagabak ku. and aku rindu kawan2 ku 3Cs =D i guess i'll see u guys there then.
owh ani bawah nie kad jemputan to NADIA & KHALQIN Wedding Ceremony.

*ambil dari Bgirl's Blog*

ahhh and the update continue with:

1] Two names flash in your mind? Ardhu and Torres [sal aku dri FES Retro tdi. liat bju Liverpool kli ada bju DPMM. aku mahuuuu~] =)
.

2] Four things you are wearing right now? Sleeveless Shorts. and things beneath them. HAHAHA~ this make me laugh hard.
.

3] Does someone love you? i think i know one sja. c Bgirl.

6] Have you ever been in LOVE? L.O.V.E makes me smile. hehe~ One Yes.

7] Do you believe that every one has a soul-mate? i think so and i hope so.

8] What' s your current problem? HAHAHA!! u seriuosly wanna know. like i wanna tell here jua. i think most of the friends, readers, and the stalkers or the ones who pass by, can guess thru reading or scrolling the blog. OR NOT. like psl dia. haha~ atu bnr2 menganggu hidup ku. sma about Fiddles *aku galar ia ani* aku nada suka dh.

9] Have you ever had your heart broken? yes.

11] which hurts most? rephrase that.

12] How many kids do you want to have? owh i LOVE babies and kids.
.

13] What is/are your favorite colors? u u yeaaaa~ i like White, Purple, still love Blue, and a little bit of Red and there is also Green. and Teal.

15] Have you ever found it hard to tell anyone you like them? -_-'''' yap. so hard.
.

16] Imagine you're 40 & your spouse just died would you get re- married? HOW HE DIED? SERIOUSLY?? OH My~ isnt that jst heartbreaking wen my husbad dead and im alone. thats jst so hard to swallow. jahat soalan ani ehhhh~ well actually, i won't but like every LOVE STORY. maybe i will.
.

18] What song do you want played at your wedding? owh aku pernh nie answered~ aku selalu dgr lagu ani. and i cry. sal it reminds me of someone. but now. i wanna have. walau sesaat (acoustic version) by 5.10 a.m
.

19] Do you like anyone? =) but it will pass.
.

20] Do you think the person you like likes you back? haha. i dont know. can u ask him for me?? HAHA~ im kidding. aku nda mau jua ba~

.
21] Have you ever wrote a love song? poem? ahhh~ i used to write this like so-called poem of how i felt with *cough* and he liked it. haha~ it was in the bible, my black book. and its BLACK. thats y my frnds called it that.
.

22) Do you want to get married? i do.
.

23) Are you a shy person? depends who im with o under a circumstance. depends.
.

24) Did u have a good day today? today. yeah i went to Easy way and ada si minuman nya yg ia suruh ku cuba and aku suka atu. and lps tu aku swimming. and Ryda & I agreed that those 2 men are cute.

25) Where did u just get back from? jmpa ustaz.

26) What/Who are you thinking about ? HRM and dia.

28) Would you ever go back to any of your past relationships? owh dear~

.
29) Who's the closest person to you? Bgirl, always will. and my pierres.

dia.

2009-05-06T22:24:00.003+08:00

dont ask me why.
i dont know the answer.
i think i miss you.
sigh~

aku banci feelings ani.
utk kau.

the perfect snogging with ROBBIE. eww~

2009-05-06T20:34:00.006+08:00

these were the pictures of that
we were doing the last minute report on PEPSI CO INC.
the BPC one.
sigh~
aku bnyk salah eh~ sedih ku~ aduh~
yet kmi smua sini arah c rumah afham *hugs afhamku~* hehe~

and yap we stayed up all night except aku and Aiira d rumah aiira by 1am.
*and aku tertidur*
yg lain rh afham,

here siapa nie.
Afhum. Dk.Aimee. Razdey

Francine and me.

Aji on teh further left and Rahmat

here.
Muniir. Lapit. Razdey. Sidek. Afhum. Dk.Aimee

Khai. Aiira. Nazmi.

Syahmi on the floor.

and yet again,

and them.
Khy. Razdey. Aiira. Nazmi.

Syahmi.

and Ka Misah bought us a nice shades.
and i LOVE it.
some pictures here.

and yes.
ive been watching this.
aku suka.
sal ia cereta british kids. lol~
siuk~
and SWEET~

lets just say.
the boys are so cute.
*esp in that pic. that Robbie guy*
and
sometimes,
it makes my heart blossoms with laughter.
and the story goes,
we cant expect to see the world in our own hand,
there will always somebody,
there
=D

im done.
lol~

NIGHT.
GOOD DAY KAMU~

in the end, si 30 cheers me up.

2009-05-06T19:55:00.008+08:00

AKU MINTA MAAF.
to owner of this car, for posting your car here. sory SORRY.

tpi here.

and tadi aku k HUAHO MANGGIS,
singgah kn bali brg. important stuff *liat aiira* *no!! im not that* HAHA
lapas bali and all. tu and masuk kereta. liat dpn.
Teriak tarus. tkajut si aiira. hehehehe~ sorry aii.
aku nda EXPECT jumpa hre sini. batah sudah nda ku jmpa. skali the day before bru talked psl ia.
kli ada udah. and tjumpa lagi =) heehe~
happy moments skjp.

and i LOVE the SKY so muchhh~
it makes me HAPPY.

and this. tym dorng boys dikir, and Aiira and I went to school antar the BPC stuff, Nazmi tym ani sma Wani.
and looked wat I found on my Mobile's screen!!

SsEKAJAP.
VAIN pose. nahhh~
THANKS ka MISAH for the shades. LOVE it.

dlm klas.
this wat we do if:
1. mengantuk dlm klas
2. nda paham.
3. stress level HIGH

this were one day. nda ingat bila.
BUT i remmber. THE HOTTEST DAY EVER.

models ku~ LOL~

and and
kita Awgku Hamiee. *bini2 bertudung kmi galar ia awg.ku dh. si aimee baaa*
kereta nya KANA CULIK!!! OMG!!!
tu liat aimee kcian ahhhh~

and the thieves were:
HAHAHAH~
none other,
the mastermind, Hadi
and its acomplice, Zizi.

and she chased them!!
HAHA!!
all i did was laughing my head off

and that was funny.
sma aku mau baju si DPMM jersey atu~
=D
aku tau mana bali.
hope ada size bini2
and and
=(

si Easy Way nya and aku suka atu abis sudah. hish~ boring. lol~
but
b HAPPY.
the training is COMING.
next week!!
cant wait kmu kmu the trianers. lol~

DUSH AND DONE.

agent zero =)

2009-05-04T21:47:00.003+08:00

jst got back home frm watching X MEN ORIGIN : WOLVERINE.
but i Like to see that asian guy, si AGENT ZERO. weeee~ cute. okay najmi, hes myn in MSN and yours in CS.

i think its the MUST WACTH movie for this month, but i rate it -B
due to, less actions scene but more to Romantic Lovey DOve Dove scene with Kayla. siukkk~
must watch kamu. if u guys are the die-hard or not so die-hard fans of X MEN. and or even, Wolverine, Logan's. yeah any. must watch. i LOVE AGENT ZERO's scenes. except in the helicopter of course, hes just so cute. hehe~

above : aku suka nie ia time ani. ia ruggedness.

ah Daniel Henny i think hes real name. and i wud love to share you these.
one of it becomes my desktop background picture.
we~

=)

and i feel relief to tell you im done with Marketing test, BPC.
more to come HRM.

si 30 =)

2009-05-04T21:37:00.004+08:00

it has been four months passed by already and i havent forgotten pasal si 30. haha~ jst a random crush. okay, bru tu ku confessed. hehe~ nah i jst really LOVE to see him. *wink* ani kereta nya. like i ever gnna have his face here. mati.
owh btw, kwn ku si fillah, kwn si par. hehe~ cuzen nya rupanya. hoep the right pep here.
muiz na? hehehe~
*blushing ku* nahhh~ jst a random

ani kereta nya sma kereta ku. this is my ususal spot, nah ani utk post si fillah. awu fillah, i owez park here, sklai ku cereta yg kau tdi, nah ia sbalah ku dulu, mengabak ku inda gila kmana. hehe~dah eh~ lol~

atas nie one day, aku akhir dtg.
so i parked *sengaja* behind his car. hehe~
i rememebr that feelings.
=D
done here.

2009-05-03T21:16:00.002+08:00

I LOVE THIS PICTURE SO MUCH,
WE TAUGHT IZAT HOW TO POSE. HAHAHA.
YOU'LL BE SURPRISE how adorable he is.

except this one probably.

stole it frm my sis's blog.
ahahah~ kiyut mereka.

i feel like crying.

2009-05-03T20:17:00.005+08:00

i think its best to tell you guys that i probably on my hiatus mode for "Mercy", si blog.

why do people keep using the busy words. it seems, i hated it.
i hope i would never use it for an excuse. i hate that term.

ah, as i was saying, i feel like crying.
obviously. its too obvious. no need to yell. i PERFECTLY can hear you. but i hate you, you dont have to ask, i will kill myself.

but i wont miss the next match.
if its not Thursday' night.
hahaha~
and THANK YOU!! rh si Najmi sma si Kawan for the plan.. *cough* i revceived the news tadi.hehehe~

this was Rafie and Najmi with other 15,000++ people there. nice! i could feel the heat.
all the best to the goalie and si Sai. hehe~
this was the last home match. and i came perfectly just about when the players walked out to the field.

and the UBDIANS start their exams esuk. GOOD LUCK kamu~
and BGURL.

and d managements 23 peeps on their marketing test. ALL THE BEST kamus.
and

i miss another happy moments.
Thank you for ruining it, dont ask me if i will do another thing or job or a favour for you coz i will say it nicely, with a NO.
the hates is too much right now.

Owh,
BE HAPPY PEEPS.
my life is sucks today, I HOPE TOMORROW WILL BE BRIGHTER with Wolverine =)
HAHAHAHA~
and i LOVE MONDAY.

i hate you.

2009-04-29T00:08:00.003+08:00

i no longer believe.
such serendipity.
of you and I.
it turned out,
very ill.
stepping back.
at the very precise time and place.