me now.

look back to the past i barely remember.
past that i wanted to forget.
the pasts with Daus,
it was something,
but now,
i want to forget that,
that past,
how i was in pain,
but,
He,
i wont.

let see,
what's me now.

i go out more,
i wear jeans more,
with little skirts,
with ribbon,
i eat more,
of MCD,
chill more.

is that bad?

home,
i barely around it,
growing up is pain in the ass,
im sorry ma,
im sorry pa.

problems rise.
unwanted,
confusing,
demanding,
it ended.

school,
its ticking like crazy.
im sorry.

exam is around the corner,
this month.
scary.
thats what i feel.

the saddest part,
i never understand it,
i misjudge it,
i never know,
Fish fillet,
i hate this feelings now,

I miss my Peanut,
i miss pastry.
cant wait for her return.

Nazri.
i miss you.
i cant wait for your return.
May the wind will bring you my hug.




lovey dove dove,
butter