the......

it came to me...
i finally understood all of these.
i sacrificed a lot,
heck,
im not complaining,
i did it because i know it would make me happy.
yet,
it turned out
disappointing myself,
dozens of questions rang through my head,
what was I?
and
for all the day,
it turned out so bad,
it ached my heart,
i only wished it would go away,
for awhile it did,
and it hunted me back,
how a hell my night was,
and eventually,

when i'm about to lose my HOPES,
losing all the believes i could trust to,

either karma or fate,
found a way to pay me back,
I FOUND IT.
in the end.
of the day.
while i was fighting with the sadness and pains,
i FOUND it,


yes, i'm truly indeed grateful.

thank you.




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