love,

please dont be mad at me,

im sure you will meet her again,

i noe this is hurting you to be apart from her,

for weeks to come,

and yet,

again.

i felt terrible but in deep misery,

for you love her more,

you were in total anger and in madness,

leaving her again,

i watched you from afar, 

that was much hurt,

people may not understand her situations,

you just wanted her to be better,

to be in your hand again,

you love her more,

i'm really sory Love,

i can't seem to help you,

you didn't finish your lunch,

when you know, 

you had to send her off again

i can only pray she will be fine

and be home and back with you soon.

in loving memory.

love, BP