November has been hard on me.

my stupid moods swing affected towards my friends.

im terribly sorry.

Syahmi, Aiira, Khy and Razdey. aku sorry kamu. i know, kmu sasak jua with my ups and downs but more to downs. im in need of kamu punya helps to bring me back, i cant do it myself. takut ku. inda Butt confident.

Lapit and Siti. i know i didn't see much of you guys this month. the last time we've met was indeed crappy especially Siti. im sorry Siti, aku tau kau terasa tu tpi mood ku took control over my senses and Lapit, ure still my bitch, tapi i Love you both.

Francine and Sidek. maaf butt for all my attitudes yg tak disenangi kamu. esp Francine. aku suka bully ia. and Sidek, ure still my bitch jua, haha.. i miss us.

November really has been hard on me. i wish to write here, to talk to kamu the downs side. but its just me again. why at this point of my life, its starting to get worse. of everything. 

i need the old me yg ingui. yg suka c Lexus banyak2. iski over c Faye. blush over c Nazri. ketawa sarcastic sma bismereka. bitching around sma Aiira. the crime i did sama c Khy. bagang around c Syahmi. Seriously laugh it off *not* *haha* sma c Razdey. bermanja manja  & Syg Babah Iqqy and Babu Wollo. Cereta kisah kita sma Nazmi.  McDonald sma bismereka. hancurkan lagu-lagu yg bismereka suka. aku mau ani balik. 

*pejam mata. berdoa*