things, all, have been hard here, syg. i don't know, i think the fact ure away from me, is killing me indeed. nnti me cereta sma you, yes c McD ive been ignored lately ani, i wanted to go, but lately the mixed feelings hurt me. LOL. *sudahla* and and yes, i bet Torres still is injured and yes, u are my c bukan-Torresku~ ahh, to tell you, will kill you, tapi tapi aku mau kau balik. lol~ are you doing ure exams? more flying? siuk pun, ull be seeing more clouds and all the shits up there. but i know it really is beautiful, i love the video u sent me. please come back home safely. please do well. uve been slacking a lot. *i noe* cause Syam and I  have decided to get a scholar and study there juga. and and, it will be nice, to meet you there too. 

and you know how i feel about you *sigh* sasak and hate you big time. u made me this way, ive been trying so hard to talk to you, i know u didnt see that or notice about it. *sigh* but i really really miss awak. hishhh~