the first SUNRISE of 2009 

do you read my blog also?

that person who texted me up.

which I scarily didn't text you back.

i think you know who you are.

i dont know why i post this about you.

im wondering who you are.

are you a friend who sit across the lunch table?

are you a colleague who never want to talk to me?

are you a total stranger who knew facts about me?

or you're just fooling me around.

*owh atas ani, aku jumpa ia batah sudah nie last week i think*

haha.

kmarin aku jumpa c Lexus ku. again. siuk much. the owner, yes sir.

yes, i LIKE yo................... YOUR CAR!!! 

hahaha... i want your car.

someday with moneys in my pocket,

ill buy one. hahahaha~

dont tell me, "hes handsome, ur fucking kidding me, you dont have your eyes on him"

darn hell no. i have BOTH EYES on his CAR. car!! 

can i spell it out for you?

thank you Syahmi for understanding,

for giving me HOPE. 

which Hope lies between happiness and disappointment.

but this one, MORE HAPPINESS.

batah sudah nda ku jumpa. *sigh* c lexus.

and 

aku ada munung lah. pfhhh.. haha..

tapi some pep tau. my pep, to be precise.

aku suka THE GUY of keretas 30,

which turns out to be my Bday number jua. 

-_-''' my bday, 30.03. 

see see.. nda ku sngaja my msn name to ikut number nya.

hahaha~ ani bru ku suka the owner but not the car. 

i just got excited to see his car, ertinya ia ada. haha.

npa ku gtau kamu aku suka siapa.

dont fucking judge of the person who i like,

u dnt frigging know, 

how i really really feel,

who i Fucking really really LIKE.

you bastard. 

okay. 

and yes Syahmi, i want to cut me hair.

c Aiira kau balik udah?

ah Raz kau kn off nda batah lagi.

c Khy i bet hes enjoying now d miri.

SCHOOL around the corner.

i see YOU there. not you. i meannn YOU. yes YOU.

 there. see YOU there.

siapa siapa.

buka skul i tell kamu kamus yg ku syg,

my pep, to b precise.

i so cannot wait.

With Love

. pilah .