you have to find your own life,

people will never understand what you want,

trying hard is just one of it,

scribbles your life with rainbows of adventures and joys,

circle yourself with people you love and thrust,

but those people someday will leave,

so, darn with them,

 just dont care anymore,

those kind of people just know how to hurt others,

and didn't appreciate meanings of friendships and Loves,

but you have your own strength,

those people who are still with you,

holding your hand,

just words,

just says,

but they still around,

keeping you on your own feet.

those feeling are coming back. so leave please. 

needed to get control of my life back.

its already lost to someone's heart.

got broken in the end.

you don't have to understand.

you will just say "its just you"

and that makes you not a friend of mine.

Filah.

stay away.

as i start from Zero to 10..

looking for one (1).