falling down.

time like this. when life seems so darken this past few weeks. another troubles lay upon me. and what every girls need is someone to talk and share to. definitely.
but the bad thing is that im missing someone. which is wrong. it happened before but this time it definitely got to do with feelings. messed up.
*aku suka nama tani sama rh msn* =)

sometime i think, why i met him. why now. hahaha!! im thinking too much, too forward, in depth with life and all. im rambling.
he once did tell me bout it. but with an ego heart and disbelief, i dont wanna believe. ia? catu. yeah i dont think so, so i play along. but eventually, it seems so real. but i think other wise.
i cannot talk to him about my troubles. hes not mine.
but im not hoping. yeah definitely. but hes a great friend, hes a great sport for making me laugh. he does stupid jokes.thats why i dont wanna lose him =)
its our little secret.
hehehe~
thanks my dear.
this post is just for you.