faraway.

i spend my noon sma si kambing hari atu. hehehe.. and we went bimbo ckp psl.... pasal apa nahh.
and kmi round2. buang boreng.


and par.
mengisi masa lapang ku makin complicated. mcm banar. iatah... i think ia nada mau jalan sma aku nie... nie nunggu msg confirm nya *majal ahh* i need to gtau you something.

ehh, kmu sudah liat Transformer 2?? siuk inda? HAHAHAHA
"bee,lets talk about college"
"im sooooo excitedddd"
"your not coming with me"
*car engine went dead immediately*

hahaha~ cute si bumblebee and Shia tym ani. yg ia nangis ah. lol~ twice i watched it, twice it startled me out off my seat. hehehehehe~

lets do a quiz.

my name is: filah.
this morning i was: with him for awhile.
im afraid of: losing someone i love most.
i dream about: owhh. i remmbr now.

Have You Ever…

pictured your crush naked?: half naked. hahaha~ to be exact *chance crawford in my head*
been in love: pernah.
cried when someone died: yes.
lied: yappe. pernah. *liat ex-Janitor ex-sukmaIndera *aiira** LOL~

Who…

makes you laugh the most?: my gays friends. hahahaha~
makes you smile: si awak ku, thats why i ALWAYS smile when im with you..
gives you a funny feeling when you see them: hahaha.. the man d McD.
is easier talk to: boys or girls?: dua dua.

Do You Ever…

sit on the internet waiting for someone special to IM you?: hum... inda. baik ku tidur.
save AIM conversations?: yappe.
wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: nda.
cry because of something someone has said: hishh.
pray?: yes.

Have You Ever…

fallen for your best friend?: it ruined everything.
rejected someone: yap.
cheated on someone: did.
been cheated on: i wanted to believe a no.
done something you regretted: yappe.
wanted to die: yes.

Who Was The Last Person…

you talked to on the phone: *check mobile*Ryda minta balikkn apa ka tadi.
hugged: ada... *darn it, aku lupa*
you instant messaged: si kambing ku just now.
you laughed with: adi ku ngok sebelah ku duduk.

Do You…

color your hair: aku mau. i NEARLY colour it grey.
ever get off the computer: inda.
habla espanol: say what?
sprechen sie deutsches: come again. i hit you.
fight with your parents: inda.
have friends you’ve lost touch with: yes
feel happy?: indeed happy.
wish you could fly away.. far far away? : yes!!!! bwa ku k NZ please. lol~
believe in God?: yes.
could you live without the computer?: errr.. payah soalan nya ani.
what’s your favorite candy?: gula gula ciincin. hehe, nda la.
what's your favorite fruit?: apple.
sunrise or sunset?: both are beautiful
what hurts the most? physical pain or emotional pain?: emotional. it lasts really long.
trust others way too easily?: pernah nie.
are your fingers cold?: nope.
coke or pepsi: Pepsi.

Final Questions…

I want: LemonGrass sma si awak ku
I wish: that things will be different.
I love: MCD!!
I miss: awak.
I fear: "i hate you"
I hear: dont let me go, haha, its a lyric to Never say Never by The Fray
I smell: toasted bread
I wonder: if i can see you tonight.

and i told kambing ku sal si awak ani. kli hes okay with it. hehehehe...
sma aku mauu tidur...

tpi tunggu adari aiira lagi. lol~