stupid feelings

why do i feel like this?
why i hate my feelings right now?

It really kills me,
why i feel so stupid.
my heart broken,
im sorry.

but i hated it.
shattered.
unplanned emotions.

wanted to shout.
i cant.
wanted to share.
but feel SO wrong.
i hate this,
it attacks me again,
at the VERY wrong time.
Im Sorry.

Maybe Fay was here.
Around me.
Please Leave.

Mayb i ddnt tell them,
but im Sorry.
i dont want to.

i hate this now.

rite nw all i Want n Need
is my Peanut Butter Jelly.

lovey dove dove,
butter