lol* lets laugh it off first. okay. done? i just finish. lol~ *im still laughing* okay done. well, im really really indeed busy to update this blog, or i think that just an excuse o maybe not also. okay, im  really *not* busy, all of the things and works are already stack up in my tray, especially the report. okay people. stop asking me about that. no, i haven't start. yes, im really malas. yap, in a way im really enjoying my slow nights, doing nothing, just thinking. thinking. and thoughts of him. but i woke up really early these few days, just there, in my bed, thoughts again. 

yesterday i was looking through the pics of  *i dont want to mention from where* and i was smiling on my own and yet felt sad of the yesterdays with them, and the happy feelings I felt at that time of the pictures taken, with You. why i remember this all the time. im too sure i can forget these.  but its just you who kept it in place. haha.. *sigh* but its only two more. and then i will be back to where i should always been. 

right now im watching "a walk to remember" okay not really watch, just the audio of them im listening to, and i realise how London, the main character has changed to a totally different person, to a Man, a grown up exactly. and the girl, Jamie, the one that changed his life is dying away. 

and i realised of him.  *sigh*

okay wat's more. im so gonna miss my usual life of this past 6 months. thank you to them for all the experiences and all. and being great friends. now i know, hows the real deal of life in the office. and its pretty quite a good turn for me. tho there are ups and downs of it *by which thats life*, we eventually learn from it. and the memories keep going, thank you kamus. i cant say one by one of ur names, by here goes, im sory if im missing someone. but generally, TAP. Thank You.

Nass, Lina, Mawi, Ka Sarah, Akramin, Jame, Hj Mali, Azlan, Farah, Bol, Fifi, Bibi, Haziq. Thanks.

and im gonna miss my breakfasts sama Fifi Bibi Ain, hahaha~ no more of the stories, no more sharing foods on the same plate. no more, "apakn Milo nada susu? milo kosong la" lol. 

and i will be back to school. and im pretty scared actually. being a senior. okay. not exactly of that. ada ada la. the window that i missed, the views of the walkway,  the crimes i did with Khy, the stories i shared with him, the scary feelings of mine when Khy and I both lintas the class, and the look, will no longer be the same but there'll be more adventure afterwards.  and im just scared of what to come. 

BP