there are things in this life, some things are certain, complicate, beautiful,

these can change your life, how it coloured it, might vary to those feelings attached to it.

and that the heart is stirred. you might feel different and tried to deny of such matters, of who  could only make you  smile for he touched your heart. he, who changed what you see in this world, in your little life, that grew bigger eventually. yet, you lingered with time, without knowing you felt about him and yet he was already out of your reach. by that time,  you're unable to find the sadness in his voices. how you wish you could take all of his sadness, worries, for you who care of him more than not knowing where would you stand.

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