with the whistling sounds of the paper leaves,

i let the cool zephyr dances into the room through the open window, 

i feel i can smell the ocean spills on its rusty sands, 

as if im a writer, 

longing to grab the wisdom to compose of every writer's love notes.

just close your eyes, 

listen.

the heaven is playing the harmonic melody of the world.

okay, let met left you with that and welcome back into my life.

i just settle everything!! EVERYTHING babe. smua. HAHAHA!! evil laugh EVIL, happy dance.. okay. FINE. inda smua. ada lagi. haha. aku nda mau kena mengena lagi dgn atu. haha, after this week, no more of them, i will step forward leaving all the written pages of the journeys with mereka, and stepping my feet to the life i always want. this is what i want. all of this. you're just a test, them just the people i will miss the most. haha, emo emo aku.

okay i havent ckp happy new year huh. HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! kamus kamus, kamus yes kau jua yg baca ani, yeah and kau yg disiring, camel up ur neck reading this blog. hahaha.. aku tahu la. darn.  HAPPY BELATED NEW YEAR of 09!!!! 

i noe its late, hey its still january what. 

whats next for life. PA PA. aku ambil Public Admin, sal ia pasal Public, aku suka tapi aku banci the people. hahaha. darn, nah im kidiing. i just want to learn the people. The Public.

apa lagi. next week, Raz, bnr aku ksna. haha.. bwa tour, KB trus ka *angkat kirai* aku suka excapade tu, hehehe, siuk tuuu~ lol. then, ahh, painting project, my sis's rum yg berkurun lama sudah i wanted to decorate the rum. and panyap2 my bilik, its a mess here, mcm nda bertantu, so later ill blog again huh. of the wat i did last yr for the new year, what i did last week with my love, PIERRES, kta kn jogging, humm, jogging bnr. hahaha.. well i did, 10 tapak sja, hahaha.. 

and yes kwn2 ku yg ku syg, Munirah, Azim Zuhairi, Kamal, thank you kamus for helping me out, for being there. *hugs* and azim. yes please. cubitkan. haha..

and i know u'll be reading this blog, i know u did, and u still wonder why i havent write anything about you. *sigh* im just tired with you, of not knowing what im trying to tell you, what ive been telling you all this time, why havent we change, why havent you? do it own your own, i no longer can help you. this time, your alone. i cannot just say, do that this and all the shits, without you even realise im working hard here.  "what else i need to change" figure out on your own. but i really miss you so. aku sja ego. 

why grey? im no longer in a mood of all this. soon will disappear. 

*pfffhhh*