wat should i write fo today.
nothing special.
but yet.
sigh
i miss significant mereka.
things are different now.
i need to keep up to their pace of life.
and it hurts to see
you're standing 10 steps away from them.

and yes. tagged. hehe.. nnti ku buat.

dad was home tadi. it was, i mean i didn't see my dad that often. no, im not joking at all.
by morning i wake up, hes already gone.
by lunch time, i fetch the little ones. eat a little lunch then off. while dad was upstairs showering perhps.
and malam that depends on the day. if he gets home at 6. he will spend time getting shower and all and then probabbly doze off while im in my room stuck in front of the laptop or maybe sleeping too.
but today. he got home at 9 and i prepared the usuals fo him. and i said. if bapak kn mkn. ada teramban tu. tdi ada dorng mkn.
and dad was like with his slow pace looked at me. ikan apa?
teramban dad. kli dad was walking away. mummbling something.
and he came again to the kitchen table. preparing to eat. my bro in law was nearby.
dad said, G, cuba kau dgr.
ikan apa pilah tu tadi ahhhh. dad asked me.
kali ku liat. entah. i think teramban kali.
hahahhahahahha. Trambn la. * i think salah nama ikan ani jua* and he laughed really hard and so was my bro. mcm i went. aku nada tahu bahhhh. hahahahaha.
kan kcian aku. hahaha.
sometimes i miss him sedning me off to school and all.


okay wat else.
nothing much
except im gnna have a breakfast at Tiffany's. and aftr that to the lecture session. owh wait. i dont noe the name.


and and
a person just knocked up my senses.
and realising how stupid i could be.
back then.
i should be
taking control of my life back.
and i admit here
i havent reach the full limit yet.
i way beyond there to reach that.





love owez,
butter