if i tell you. i know you'll storm in rage. if i ever to confront you about this, i dont want to. cause i want it to be just mine. mine. my memory. i dont want to lose this just one. im already in love with it, losing it was really painfully killing me inside. you can't see that. so please, let it be. let it go. its just mine. not ours.  let  me keep it to me only.