just got back home. feeling really much indeed painfully hurt. i don't know it wud make such a fuss. is it because im only a HND holder? sudahlah. its always been and always will be my fault, no matter how hard i tried. *lagu ku crappy* *sigh* damn that little cricket. and today just sooo hard, well. if its not, then what life will be without it?  *sigh* why just looking at the sky, i feel more at peace ,forgetting the troubles pieces by pieces. 

Oshin was right. but im still in denial. i just don't know. haha~ *Sudahlah sudahla* i hope this will fade way when i return back. cause i smiled looking the same scene of the classes and the window. *sudah tah aa*

aku mau tidur lagi.